{"id":2225,"date":"2019-01-25T18:11:09","date_gmt":"2019-01-25T18:11:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/nikoljskij-vestnik-2018-4\/"},"modified":"2019-02-04T19:17:19","modified_gmt":"2019-02-04T19:17:19","slug":"sirdsgudriba","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/sirdsgudriba\/","title":{"rendered":"Sirdsgudr\u012bba – izlaidums \u2116 4, 2018 gada"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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Ar Visaugstisv\u0113t\u012bt\u0101 R\u012bgas un visas Latvijas<\/span><\/p>

Metropol\u012bta Aleksandra sv\u0113t\u012bbu<\/span><\/p>

NIKOLAJA V\u0112STNESIS<\/strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

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SIRDSGUDR\u012aBA <\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>

Person\u012bg\u0101 v\u0101juma apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s. <\/strong><\/span><\/p>

Sv\u0113tie t\u0113vi bie\u017ei lietoja v\u0101rdus \u201el\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba\u201d un \u201esirdsgudr\u012bba\u201d k\u0101 sinon\u012bmus, ta\u010du tom\u0113r tiem bija da\u017e\u0101da noz\u012bme. Sv\u0113to t\u0113vu izpratn\u0113 sirds gudr\u012bba- tas ir pareizs cilv\u0113ka dom\u0101\u0161anas veids par sevi pa\u0161u un apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli. Tie\u0161i sirds gudr\u012bba dzemdina l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu, kas ir nekas cits k\u0101 iek\u0161\u0113ja sirds miera st\u0101voklis. No t\u0101 izriet, ka, ja m\u0113s v\u0113lamies ieg\u016bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu, vispirms mums j\u0101k\u013c\u016bst sirdsgudriem. Kas gan raksturo sirds gudr\u012bbu un k\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 to var sasniegt? Visupirms j\u0101saka, ka sirds gudr\u012bba cilv\u0113k\u0101 piedzimst no person\u012bg\u0101 v\u0101juma un niec\u012bguma apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s.\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong><\/span><\/p>

Taisnais sevi uzskat\u012bja par briesmoni.<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>

Sirdsskaidrais Optinas Mak\u0101rijs v\u0113stul\u0113 k\u0101dai no\u00a0 sav\u0101m daudzaj\u0101m gar\u012bgaj\u0101m meit\u0101m rakst\u012bja, ka vi\u0146\u0161 ir pilns lepn\u012bbas\u00a0 un gu\u013c gr\u0113kos un, ja vi\u0146ai atv\u0113rtos acis un vi\u0146a ieraudz\u012btu kaut vai mazu da\u013cu no vi\u0146a \u013caunajiem darbiem, tad vi\u0146as acu priek\u0161\u0101 st\u0101tos briesmonis. T\u0101 rakst\u012bja starecs, kur\u0161 bija sasniedzis gar\u012bgo piln\u012bbu. Ta\u010du \u0161\u0101das sv\u0113t\u0101 domas par sevi nav p\u0101rsteigums: Dieva slavas gaism\u0101 taisnais skaidr\u0101k iev\u0113ro savus cilv\u0113ciskos tr\u016bkumus, kas dod vi\u0146am iemeslu v\u0113l liel\u0101kai pazem\u012bbai.\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong><\/span><\/p>

Slavenais Maskavas protiorejs Aleksejs Me\u010devs vad\u012bja t\u016bksto\u0161u maskavie\u0161u gar\u012bg\u0101s dz\u012bves, vi\u0146am bija gai\u0161redz\u012bbas d\u0101vana un vi\u0146\u0161 veica br\u012bnumus. \u010cetrdesmitaj\u0101 kalpo\u0161anas gada dien\u0101 vi\u0146am tika pasniegts patriarha apbalvojums. Esot par sevi ne visai augst\u0101s dom\u0101s, starecs bija tik \u013coti aizkustin\u0101ts, ka apraud\u0101j\u0101s. Spredi\u0137u un sarunu laik\u0101 t\u0113vs Aleksejs bie\u017ei piemin\u0113ja savu niec\u012bbu un sauca sevi par \u201edieva nepie\u0146emtu\u201d. To vi\u0146\u0161 teica ar t\u0101du p\u0101rliec\u012bbu, ka klaus\u012bt\u0101ju sirdis sa\u017e\u0146audz\u0101s no \u017e\u0113luma pret vi\u0146u un vi\u0146i bija gatavi raud\u0101t kop\u0101 ar vi\u0146u.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

Sv\u0113tajiem savas niec\u012bbas apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s bija \u013coti dzi\u013ca un visaptvero\u0161a. Mums j\u0101seko vi\u0146u piem\u0113ram un past\u0101v\u012bgi s\u0113t sav\u0101 sird\u012b \u0161o saj\u016btu. T\u0101d\u0113\u013c p\u0113c iesp\u0113jas bie\u017e\u0101k j\u0101dom\u0101 par savu gr\u0113c\u012bgumu un dom\u0101s j\u0101izt\u0113lojas sevi par niec\u012bgu putekl\u012bti neaptveram\u0101 Visum\u0101- par putekl\u012bti, kas ir pazudis starp laiku un cilv\u0113ces v\u0113stures notikumiem.<\/span><\/p>

Taisn\u012bba, par to j\u0101dom\u0101 ar zin\u0101mu uzman\u012bbu, lai domas par savu niec\u012bbu un gr\u0113c\u012bgumu nenovestu m\u016bs l\u012bdz mazd\u016b\u0161\u012bbai. Atceroties savas v\u0101j\u012bbas un gr\u0113kus, nedr\u012bkst aizmirst par Dieva, Kur\u0161 ir sagatavojis saviem l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bgajiem kalpiem m\u0101jok\u013cus Debesu Valst\u012bb\u0101, lielo m\u012blest\u012bbu pret mums. Negaidot no sevis neko lielu gar\u012bgaj\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113, mums visas savas cer\u012bbas j\u0101liek uz Dievu un tikai Vi\u0146\u0101 j\u0101atrod gar\u012bgs sp\u0113ks un mierin\u0101jums.<\/span><\/p>

K\u0101 s\u0101kt apzin\u0101ties savu v\u0101jumu? Cilv\u0113ks vislab\u0101k apzin\u0101s savu niec\u012bbu tad, kad, dom\u0101jot par saviem gr\u0113kiem un v\u0101jumu, savieno tos ar gr\u0113ku no\u017e\u0113las l\u016bg\u0161an\u0101m Dieva priek\u0161\u0101. Paz\u012bstam\u0101 ask\u0113te shim\u016b\u0137ene Ardaliona st\u0101st\u012bja, ka k\u0101du reizi nakt\u012b vi\u0146a sav\u0101 cell\u0113 las\u012bja gr\u0113ku no\u017e\u0113las kanonu ar l\u016bg\u0161anu, kur\u0101 cilv\u0113ks tiek sal\u012bdzin\u0101ts ar t\u0101rpu un zemes p\u012b\u0161\u013ciem. Negaid\u012bti vi\u0146as dv\u0113sel\u0113 par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s dzi\u013ca savas niec\u012bbas apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s. \u0160\u012b saj\u016bta bija tik stipra, tai pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 priec\u012bga, ka asaras straum\u0113m s\u0101ka l\u012bt no ask\u0113tes ac\u012bm. Visu paliku\u0161o nakti vi\u0146a pavad\u012bja uz ce\u013ciem l\u016bg\u0161an\u0101.<\/span><\/p>

Ta\u010du j\u0101atceras, ka sava gr\u0113c\u012bguma apzi\u0146ai, ja t\u0101 ir no Dieva, vienm\u0113r ir j\u0101b\u016bt kop\u0101 ar sv\u0113tlaim\u012bgu prieku, bet ne ar nom\u0101kt\u012bbu. Igumens Feodosijs (Popovs) dz\u012bvoja atp\u016bt\u0101 Optinas tuksne\u0161\u012b.\u00a0 Vi\u0146\u0161 jau bija sasniedzis gar\u012bg\u0101s dz\u012bves augstumus, ta\u010du d\u0113moni bie\u017ei vi\u0146am uzbruka ar nom\u0101kt\u012bbas dom\u0101m. Viena \u0161\u0101da k\u0101rdin\u0101juma laik\u0101 t\u0113vs Feodosijs gandr\u012bz iekrita izmisum\u0101. Vi\u0146s aizg\u0101ja pie sirdsskaidr\u0101 Optinas Ambrosija un ar asar\u0101m teica:<\/span><\/p>

  • Sv\u0113tais t\u0113vs, gl\u0101b- mirstu! Es esmu c\u016bka, nevis m\u016bks: cik gadus jau n\u0113s\u0101ju mantiju, bet man\u012b nav nek\u0101 no m\u016bka. Tikai mans v\u0101rds- c\u016bka!<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

    Starecs Ambrosijs pasmaid\u012bja ar savu kautr\u012bgo smaidu, uzlika savu roku uz vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101<\/span><\/p>

    \u00a0nolieku\u0161os igumena pleca un teica:<\/span><\/p>

    • T\u0101 ar\u012b dom\u0101 par sevi, t\u0113vs igumen, l\u012bdz pat savai n\u0101vei. Pien\u0101ks laiks, kad par mums c\u016bk\u0101m v\u0113l<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

      \u00a0rakst\u012bs.<\/span><\/p>

      \u0160ie v\u0101rdi izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s pravietiski: par sirdsskaidr\u0101 Ambrosija un igumena Feodosija dz\u012bvi un gar\u012bga-<\/span><\/p>

      jiem varo\u0146darbiem p\u0113cte\u010du pam\u0101c\u012b\u0161anai tika uzrakst\u012btas gr\u0101matas. T\u0101 Dievs izslav\u0113 taisnos, kuri patiesi uzskat\u012bja sevi par lieliem gr\u0113ciniekiem.<\/span><\/p>

      Sv\u0113tie neredz\u0113ja savus nopelnus.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

      \u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

      K\u0101du reizi abbas Ars\u0113nija Liel\u0101 paklaus\u012bbnieki pieg\u0101ja pie vi\u0146a celles un sadzird\u0113ja, k\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 l\u016bdzas:<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

      • Dievs, neatst\u0101j mani. Es Tav\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 neesmu izdar\u012bjis neko labu, bet dod man, Tavas sv\u0113t\u012bbas <\/strong><\/span><\/li><\/ul>

        d\u0113\u013c, to s\u0101kt. <\/strong><\/span><\/p>

        T\u0101 viens no pa\u0161iem izcil\u0101kajiem pareiztic\u012bg\u0101s Bazn\u012bcas sv\u0113tajiem neredz\u0113ja savu izcil\u012bbu, v\u0113l vair\u0101k, l\u016bdz\u0101s par to, lai Dievs vi\u0146am pal\u012bdz\u0113tu s\u0101kt gl\u0101bt savu dv\u0113seli. T\u0101da attieksme pret person\u012bgo gar\u012bgo dz\u012bvi bija rakstur\u012bga daudziem taisnajiem.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

        Sirdsskaidrais Mak\u0101rijs Lielais kadu reizi s\u0113d\u0113ja sav\u0101 cell\u0113 un p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 nost\u0101j\u0101s Dieva s\u016bt\u012bts e\u0146\u0123elis.<\/span><\/p>

        -Mak\u0101rij!- v\u0113rs\u0101s vi\u0146\u0161 pie sirdsskaidr\u0101. \u2013Nebaidies neredzamu ienaidnieku uzbrukumu, jo m\u016bsu labais Vald\u012bt\u0101js neaties no tevis un nebeigs tevi uztur\u0113t. K\u013c\u016bsti v\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u012bgs, stiprinies, drosm\u012bgi uzveic pretiniekus, bet ar saviem darbiem nelielies, lai Dievi\u0161\u0137\u0101 pal\u012bdz\u012bba tevi nepamestu un tu nekristu.<\/span><\/p>

        \u00a0Abba Mak\u0101rijs, sadzirdot e\u0146\u0123e\u013ca v\u0101rdus, s\u0101ka raud\u0101t un teica:<\/span><\/p>

        • Ar ko gan lai es lielos, kad mana dv\u0113sele, l\u012bdz\u012bgi k\u0101 izvirtusi netikle barojas ar net\u012bru domu sm\u0101r-<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

          du, ko pienes d\u0113moni.<\/span><\/p>

          \u0160os v\u0101rdus teica cilv\u0113ks, kur\u0161 bija ieguvis bezkaisl\u012bbu, veicis lielu daudzumu gar\u012bgu varo\u0146darbu un sasniedzis augstas pak\u0101pes sv\u0113tumu. Ta\u010du neviens no cilv\u0113kiem nesp\u0113j past\u0101v\u012bgi atcer\u0113ties par savu v\u0101jumu, ja vi\u0146u netrauc\u0113 kaut k\u0101ds k\u0101rdin\u0101jums, no kura vi\u0146\u0161 zaud\u0113 sp\u0113kus. T\u0101 k\u0101 lielie sv\u0113tie, uzvar\u0113ju\u0161i visas savas kaisl\u012bbas, jau nevar\u0113ja b\u016bt k\u0101rdin\u0101mi ar kaut ko materi\u0101lu, Dievs pie\u013c\u0101va d\u0113moniem trauc\u0113t savus izmekl\u0113tos ar dom\u0101m, \u013caujot taisnajiem ar l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu v\u0113l liel\u0101ku piln\u012bbu. Pak\u0101peniski sv\u0113tie sasniedza t\u0101du p\u0101rliec\u012bbu par savu niec\u012bbu, ka to neviens un nekad nevar satricin\u0101t.<\/span><\/p>

          Jaun\u0101kais sirdsskaidr\u0101 Mak\u0101rija l\u012bdzgaitnieks abba Sisojs Lielais, kad pien\u0101ca n\u0101ves br\u012bdis, nog\u016bl\u0101s uz gultas, vi\u0146am apk\u0101rt san\u0101ca vi\u0146a draugi- vientu\u013cnieki. P\u0113k\u0161\u0146i stareci iev\u0113roja, ka vi\u0146a seja s\u0101ka starot k\u0101 saule.<\/span><\/p>

          • L\u016bk, atn\u0101ca abba Antonijs Lielais,- izdvesa mirsto\u0161ais, bet nedaudz v\u0113l\u0101k piebilda:<\/span><\/li>
          • L\u016bk, atn\u0101ca pravie\u0161i.<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

            V\u0113l p\u0113c k\u0101da laika sirdsskaidr\u0101 Sisoja seja v\u0113l vair\u0101k s\u0101ka mirdz\u0113t debesu gaism\u0101 un vi\u0146\u0161 teica:<\/span><\/p>

            • Es redzu apustu\u013cus.<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

              Mirdzums, kas n\u0101ca no sv\u0113t\u0101, past\u0101v\u012bgi palielin\u0101j\u0101s un vi\u0146\u0161 s\u0101ka run\u0101t ar neredzamajiem<\/span><\/p>

              \u00a0apmekl\u0113t\u0101jiem.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

              Stareci vi\u0146am pajaut\u0101ja:<\/span><\/p>

              • Ar ko tu sarun\u0101jies?<\/span><\/li>
              • Atn\u0101ku\u0161i e\u0146\u0123e\u013ci mani pa\u0146emt, bet es vi\u0146iem l\u016bdzu, lai mani k\u0101du laiku v\u0113l atst\u0101j, lai no\u017e\u0113loju<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

                gr\u0113kus.<\/span><\/p>

                • Tev, t\u0113vs,- teica m\u016bki,- nav nepiecie\u0161am\u012bbas no\u017e\u0113lot gr\u0113kus.<\/span><\/li>
                • N\u0113, esmu p\u0101rliecin\u0101ts, ka v\u0113l neesmu s\u0101cis no\u017e\u0113lot gr\u0113kus,- atbild\u0113ja abba Sisojs, un mirdzums uz<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

                  vi\u0146a sejas sasniedza t\u0101du sp\u0113ku, ka visi apk\u0101rt eso\u0161ie s\u0101ka tr\u012bs\u0113t.<\/span><\/p>

                  Redzat, l\u016bk Dievs. Vi\u0146\u0161 saka: \u201e Nesiet pie manis manu izv\u0113l\u0113to tuksne\u0161a trauku,\u201d- izteica sirdsskaidrais un nodeva savu garu Dieva rok\u0101s. Tai pa\u0161\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b celle piepild\u012bj\u0101s ar neizskaidrojami labu arom\u0101tu.<\/span><\/p>

                  Abba Dorofejs raksta, ka augst\u0101k\u0101 l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas pak\u0101pe ir taj\u0101, ka visus savus gar\u012bgos varo\u0146darbus pied\u0113v\u0113 Dievam. K\u0101 koka zari \u201enoliecas pie zemes zem aug\u013cu smaguma, t\u0101 ar\u012b taisnie, jo vair\u0101k pietuvojas Die-vam, jo vair\u0101k samierin\u0101s un redz savu gr\u0113c\u012bgumu.<\/span><\/p>

                  \u0145emot piem\u0113ru no sv\u0113tajiem, mums vienm\u0113r j\u0101atceras tas, ka pa\u0161i par sevi m\u0113s neko nenoz\u012bm\u0113jam un savus pan\u0101kumus gl\u0101b\u0161anas ce\u013c\u0101 izskaidrot ar Dieva pal\u012bdz\u012bbu. J\u0101b\u016bt stingri p\u0101rliecin\u0101tam, ka bez past\u0101v\u012bgas Dieva pal\u012bdz\u012bbas m\u0113s nevaram izdar\u012bt neko labu un der\u012bgu savai dv\u0113selei.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

                  Aizmirstie tikumi.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

                  Sirdsskaidrais Ars\u0113nijs Lielais l\u012bdz savai aizie\u0161anai uz \u0112\u0123iptes tuksnesi daudzus gadus pavad\u012bja Bizantijas imperatora Feodosija Liel\u0101 galm\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija sp\u012bdo\u0161s galminieks un viens no pa\u0161iem izgl\u012btot\u0101kajiem sava laika cilv\u0113kiem. Vi\u0146a vad\u012bb\u0101 tika audzin\u0101ti n\u0101kamie imperatori Ark\u0101dijs un Honorijs. K\u013c\u016bstot par m\u016bku, Ars\u0113nijs sasniedza gar\u012bgo piln\u012bbu. Esot laic\u012bgi apm\u0101c\u012bts un ar milz\u012bgu ask\u0113tisku pieredzi, sirdsskaidrais var\u0113ja uzrakst\u012bt v\u0113rt\u012bgas gr\u0101matas par daudziem gar\u012bgiem jaut\u0101jumiem. Ta\u010du, lai k\u0101 ar\u012b vi\u0146am nepras\u012bja, vi\u0146\u0161 nekad neizteic\u0101s ne par vienu no teolo\u0123iskaj\u0101m probl\u0113m\u0101m, pat v\u0113stules sirdsskaidrais rakst\u012bja reti un ar lielu nepatiku. Iepaz\u012bstot savu <\/strong>niec\u012bgumu, sv\u0113tais neuzskat\u012bja\u00a0 par iesp\u0113jamu kaut ko rakst\u012bt vai izteikt publiskas pam\u0101c\u012bbas. Vi\u0146\u0161 atv\u0113ra savas l\u016bpas tikai lai pam\u0101c\u012btu da\u017eus savus m\u0101cek\u013cus.\u00a0 <\/strong><\/span><\/p>

                  1. gadsimta Karagandas starecam shiarhimandritam Sevasti\u0101nam savas kalpo\u0161anas d\u0113\u013c bija j\u0101pam\u0101ca tauta no katedras. Ta\u010du vi\u0146\u0161 spredi\u0137a laik\u0101 visbie\u017e\u0101k las\u012bja no gr\u0101matas paz\u012bstamu sludin\u0101t\u0101ju darbus, neko no sevis nepieliekot. Starecs to izskaidroja ar to, ka ir mazizgl\u012btots cilv\u0113ks, kuram bez visa nav ar\u012b ne runas d\u0101vanas, ne atbilsto\u0161a balss. Ta\u010du starp vi\u0146a daudzajiem gar\u012bgajiem b\u0113rniem bija ne mazums visai izgl\u012btotu cilv\u0113ku, tai skait\u0101 Maskavas gar\u012bg\u0101s akad\u0113mijas b\u012bskaps Pitirims. K\u0101 lai \u0161eit neatceras sirdsskaidr\u0101 J\u0101\u0146a Pak\u0101pnieka v\u0101rdus, ka apbr\u012bnojama l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas pak\u0101pe ir piln\u012bga netic\u0113\u0161ana saviem labiem darbiem un past\u0101v\u012bga v\u0113l\u0113\u0161an\u0101s m\u0101c\u012bties.<\/span><\/li><\/ol>

                    Katram no mums t\u0101d\u0101 vai cit\u0101d\u0101 pak\u0101p\u0113 piem\u012bt kaut k\u0101das pozit\u012bvas \u012bpa\u0161\u012bbas. Ta\u010du t\u0101s noteikti vajag aizmirst, lai t\u0101s mums netrauc\u0113tu redz\u0113t savu niec\u012bbu. J\u0101atceras, ka m\u016bsu tikumi, iedzimtie vai ieg\u016btie, ir Dieva d\u0101vanas. To esam\u012bba m\u016bsos ir atkar\u012bga tikai no Dieva gribas. T\u0101d\u0113\u013c mums ir \u013coti der\u012bgi p\u0113c iesp\u0113jas bie\u017e\u0101k ar savu domu skatu aptvert visas savas v\u0101j\u012bbas, tr\u016bkumus un kaisl\u012bbas. \u0160\u0101da nodarbe mums pal\u012bdz\u0113s aizmirst tikumus un re\u0101li nov\u0113rt\u0113t savas iesp\u0113jas. Sirdsskaidrais Optinas Ambrosijs jau dz\u012bves laik\u0101 daudzu l\u012bdzgaitnieku v\u0113rt\u0113jum\u0101 tika uzskat\u012bts par lielu sv\u0113to, bet pats pret t\u0101du viedokli vi\u0146s iztur\u0113j\u0101s ar lielu ironiju. K\u0101du reizi sirdsskaidro Ambrosiju iek\u013c\u0101va liels sv\u0113tce\u013cnieku pulks un k\u0101ds ska\u013ci, ar saj\u016bsmu run\u0101ja par vi\u0146a taisnumu un par to, ka t\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 visi paklan\u0101s. Uz to starecs past\u0101st\u012bja ar smaidu sekojo\u0161u gad\u012bjumu:\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

                    K\u0101du reizi miru\u0161ais valdnieks Nikolajs Pavla d\u0113ls g\u0101ja pa P\u0113terburgas ielu. Satiekot karasp\u0113ka rakstvedi, vi\u0146\u0161 pajaut\u0101ja: \u201eTu no kurienes?\u201d \u201eNo depa, j\u016bsu imperatorisk\u0101 augst\u012bba\u201d, – nozi\u0146oja rakstvedis. \u201eV\u0101rds \u201edepo\u201d ir sve\u0161v\u0101rds, – atz\u012bm\u0113ja valdnieks, – tas nelok\u0101s\u201d. Rakstvedis atbild\u0113ja: \u201eJ\u016bsu augst\u012bbas priek\u0161\u0101 \u2013 viss lok\u0101s\u201d.<\/span><\/p>

                    Sirdsskaidr\u0101 Ambrosija attieksme pret personisko sv\u0113tumu pamatoj\u0101s dzi\u013c\u0101 cilv\u0113ka, kur\u0161 atrodas kritu\u0161\u0101 st\u0101vokl\u012b, dabas izpratn\u0113.<\/span><\/p>

                    Kad m\u0113s dz\u012bvi saj\u016btam visu savas mor\u0101l\u0101s kri\u0161anas dzi\u013cumu, m\u016bsos pamostas cen\u0161an\u0101s p\u0113c gar\u012bgas atdzim\u0161anas. M\u0113s pastiprin\u0101ti s\u0101kam str\u0101d\u0101t pie dv\u0113seles gl\u0101b\u0161anas, bet \u013coti \u0101tri p\u0101rliecin\u0101mies par savu bezsp\u0113c\u012bbu. Pan\u0101kumi gl\u0101b\u0161anas ce\u013c\u0101 mums s\u0101k par\u0101d\u012bties tikai tad, kad m\u0113s, atmetot pa\u0161pa\u013c\u0101v\u012bbu,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 visu cer\u012bbu liekam uz Dieva pal\u012bdz\u012bbu.<\/span><\/p>

                    K\u0101dreiz Optinas starecs Nekt\u0101rijs, nor\u0101dot ar roku uz apk\u0101rt\u0113jo dabu, teica arhimandr\u012btam, n\u0101kotn\u0113 mitropol\u012btam Venjam\u012bnam (Fed\u010denkovam):\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

                    • Skataties, k\u0101ds skaistums- saule, debesis, koki, ziedi… Bet s\u0101kum\u0101 nek\u0101 nebija! Ne-k\u0101! Un Dievs<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

                      \u00a0no nek\u0101 rad\u012bja t\u0101du skaistumu. T\u0101pat ar\u012b cilv\u0113ks: kad vi\u0146\u0161 patiesi non\u0101ks l\u012bdz apzi\u0146ai par to, ka nav nekas, tad Dievs s\u0101ks rad\u012bt no vi\u0146a kaut ko lielu.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

                      Optinas shiigumenam Antonijam tr\u012bsdesmit gadus s\u0101p\u0113ja k\u0101jas. L\u012bdz ce\u013ciem t\u0101s bija p\u0101rkl\u0101tas ar br\u016bc\u0113m, no kur\u0101m tec\u0113ja asinis. Gad\u012bj\u0101s, ka sirdsskaidro apciemoja paz\u012bstamais pareiztic\u012bgais dom\u0101t\u0101js I.V. Kirijevskis. Redzot stareca cie\u0161anas, vi\u0146\u0161 teica:<\/span><\/p>

                      • L\u016bk, ba\u0137u\u0161ka, piepild\u0101s Rakstu v\u0101rdi, ka taisnajiem ir daudz b\u0113du: k\u0101du smagu krustu jums ir<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

                        \u00a0uzlicis Dievs!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

                        Tur t\u0101 lieta, – iebilda sirdsskaidrais Antonijs, – ka taisnajiem b\u0113das, bet man visas tikai br\u016bces, k\u0101 ar\u012b sv\u0113tais pravietis D\u0101vids saka: daudz r\u0113tu gr\u0113ciniekam.<\/span><\/p>

                        Ja m\u0113s, cerot uz Dieva \u017e\u0113lsird\u012bbu, past\u0101v\u012bgi atceramies par savu niec\u012bgumu un gr\u0113c\u012bgumu, tad m\u016bsu dv\u0113sele samierin\u0101s, bet sirds l\u016bzt. Tad Kungs, redzot m\u016bsu l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu, savalda m\u016bsu lepn\u012bbu un dod mums sv\u0113t\u012bbu uzvesties pietic\u012bgi, nevadoties p\u0113c zemes kaisl\u012bb\u0101m un pasmieties par redzam\u0101s pasaules slavu.<\/span><\/p>

                        No teolo\u0123ijas kandid\u0101ta protoireja Vja\u010deslava Tulupova gr\u0101matas<\/span><\/p>

                        \u201eDiev\u012bbas iet\u0113rps vai par to, k\u0101 ieg\u016bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu\u201d<\/span><\/p>

                        Izdevniec\u012bba \u201eErce\u0146\u0123e\u013ca Mihaila dievnams\u201d, 2001 gads.<\/span><\/p>

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                        SIRDSGUDR\u012aBA Person\u012bg\u0101 v\u0101juma apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s. Sv\u0113tie t\u0113vi bie\u017ei lietoja v\u0101rdus \u201el\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba\u201d un \u201esirdsgudr\u012bba\u201d k\u0101 sinon\u012bmus, ta\u010du tom\u0113r tiem bija da\u017e\u0101da noz\u012bme. Sv\u0113to t\u0113vu izpratn\u0113 sirds gudr\u012bba- tas ir pareizs cilv\u0113ka dom\u0101\u0161anas veids par sevi pa\u0161u un apk\u0101rt\u0113jo pasauli. Tie\u0161i sirds gudr\u012bba dzemdina l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu, kas ir nekas cits k\u0101 iek\u0161\u0113ja sirds miera st\u0101voklis. No t\u0101 izriet, ka, ja m\u0113s v\u0113lamies ieg\u016bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu, vispirms mums j\u0101k\u013c\u016bst sirdsgudriem. Kas gan raksturo sirds gudr\u012bbu un k\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 to var sasniegt? Visupirms j\u0101saka, ka sirds gudr\u012bba cilv\u0113k\u0101 piedzimst no person\u012bg\u0101 v\u0101juma un niec\u012bguma apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s.\u00a0\u00a0 Taisnais sevi uzskat\u012bja par briesmoni. Sirdsskaidrais Optinas Mak\u0101rijs v\u0113stul\u0113 k\u0101dai no\u00a0 sav\u0101m daudzaj\u0101m gar\u012bgaj\u0101m meit\u0101m rakst\u012bja, ka vi\u0146\u0161 ir pilns lepn\u012bbas\u00a0 un gu\u013c gr\u0113kos un, ja vi\u0146ai atv\u0113rtos acis un vi\u0146a ieraudz\u012btu kaut vai mazu da\u013cu no vi\u0146a \u013caunajiem darbiem, tad vi\u0146as acu priek\u0161\u0101 st\u0101tos briesmonis. T\u0101 rakst\u012bja starecs, kur\u0161 bija sasniedzis gar\u012bgo piln\u012bbu. Ta\u010du \u0161\u0101das sv\u0113t\u0101 domas par sevi nav p\u0101rsteigums: Dieva slavas gaism\u0101 taisnais skaidr\u0101k iev\u0113ro savus cilv\u0113ciskos tr\u016bkumus, kas dod vi\u0146am iemeslu v\u0113l liel\u0101kai pazem\u012bbai.\u00a0\u00a0 Slavenais Maskavas protiorejs Aleksejs Me\u010devs vad\u012bja t\u016bksto\u0161u maskavie\u0161u gar\u012bg\u0101s dz\u012bves, vi\u0146am bija gai\u0161redz\u012bbas d\u0101vana un vi\u0146\u0161 veica br\u012bnumus. \u010cetrdesmitaj\u0101 kalpo\u0161anas gada dien\u0101 vi\u0146am tika pasniegts patriarha apbalvojums. Esot par sevi ne visai augst\u0101s dom\u0101s, starecs bija tik \u013coti aizkustin\u0101ts, ka apraud\u0101j\u0101s. Spredi\u0137u un sarunu laik\u0101 t\u0113vs Aleksejs bie\u017ei piemin\u0113ja savu niec\u012bbu un sauca sevi par \u201edieva nepie\u0146emtu\u201d. To vi\u0146\u0161 teica ar t\u0101du p\u0101rliec\u012bbu, ka klaus\u012bt\u0101ju sirdis sa\u017e\u0146audz\u0101s no \u017e\u0113luma pret vi\u0146u un vi\u0146i bija gatavi raud\u0101t kop\u0101 ar vi\u0146u.\u00a0 Sv\u0113tajiem savas niec\u012bbas apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s bija \u013coti dzi\u013ca un visaptvero\u0161a. Mums j\u0101seko vi\u0146u piem\u0113ram un past\u0101v\u012bgi s\u0113t sav\u0101 sird\u012b \u0161o saj\u016btu. T\u0101d\u0113\u013c p\u0113c iesp\u0113jas bie\u017e\u0101k j\u0101dom\u0101 par savu gr\u0113c\u012bgumu un dom\u0101s j\u0101izt\u0113lojas sevi par niec\u012bgu putekl\u012bti neaptveram\u0101 Visum\u0101- par putekl\u012bti, kas ir pazudis starp laiku un cilv\u0113ces v\u0113stures notikumiem. Taisn\u012bba, par to j\u0101dom\u0101 ar zin\u0101mu uzman\u012bbu, lai domas par savu niec\u012bbu un gr\u0113c\u012bgumu nenovestu m\u016bs l\u012bdz mazd\u016b\u0161\u012bbai. Atceroties savas v\u0101j\u012bbas un gr\u0113kus, nedr\u012bkst aizmirst par Dieva, Kur\u0161 ir sagatavojis saviem l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bgajiem kalpiem m\u0101jok\u013cus Debesu Valst\u012bb\u0101, lielo m\u012blest\u012bbu pret mums. Negaidot no sevis neko lielu gar\u012bgaj\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113, mums visas savas cer\u012bbas j\u0101liek uz Dievu un tikai Vi\u0146\u0101 j\u0101atrod gar\u012bgs sp\u0113ks un mierin\u0101jums. K\u0101 s\u0101kt apzin\u0101ties savu v\u0101jumu? Cilv\u0113ks vislab\u0101k apzin\u0101s savu niec\u012bbu tad, kad, dom\u0101jot par saviem gr\u0113kiem un v\u0101jumu, savieno tos ar gr\u0113ku no\u017e\u0113las l\u016bg\u0161an\u0101m Dieva priek\u0161\u0101. Paz\u012bstam\u0101 ask\u0113te shim\u016b\u0137ene Ardaliona st\u0101st\u012bja, ka k\u0101du reizi nakt\u012b vi\u0146a sav\u0101 cell\u0113 las\u012bja gr\u0113ku no\u017e\u0113las kanonu ar l\u016bg\u0161anu, kur\u0101 cilv\u0113ks tiek sal\u012bdzin\u0101ts ar t\u0101rpu un zemes p\u012b\u0161\u013ciem. Negaid\u012bti vi\u0146as dv\u0113sel\u0113 par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s dzi\u013ca savas niec\u012bbas apzin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s. \u0160\u012b saj\u016bta bija tik stipra, tai pa\u0161\u0101 laik\u0101 priec\u012bga, ka asaras straum\u0113m s\u0101ka l\u012bt no ask\u0113tes ac\u012bm. Visu paliku\u0161o nakti vi\u0146a pavad\u012bja uz ce\u013ciem l\u016bg\u0161an\u0101. Ta\u010du j\u0101atceras, ka sava gr\u0113c\u012bguma apzi\u0146ai, ja t\u0101 ir no Dieva, vienm\u0113r ir j\u0101b\u016bt kop\u0101 ar sv\u0113tlaim\u012bgu prieku, bet ne ar nom\u0101kt\u012bbu. Igumens Feodosijs (Popovs) dz\u012bvoja atp\u016bt\u0101 Optinas tuksne\u0161\u012b.\u00a0 Vi\u0146\u0161 jau bija sasniedzis gar\u012bg\u0101s dz\u012bves augstumus, ta\u010du d\u0113moni bie\u017ei vi\u0146am uzbruka ar nom\u0101kt\u012bbas dom\u0101m. Viena \u0161\u0101da k\u0101rdin\u0101juma laik\u0101 t\u0113vs Feodosijs gandr\u012bz iekrita izmisum\u0101. Vi\u0146s aizg\u0101ja pie sirdsskaidr\u0101 Optinas Ambrosija un ar asar\u0101m teica: Sv\u0113tais t\u0113vs, gl\u0101b- mirstu! Es esmu c\u016bka, nevis m\u016bks: cik gadus jau n\u0113s\u0101ju mantiju, bet man\u012b nav nek\u0101 no m\u016bka. Tikai mans v\u0101rds- c\u016bka! Starecs Ambrosijs pasmaid\u012bja ar savu kautr\u012bgo smaidu, uzlika savu roku uz vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 \u00a0nolieku\u0161os igumena pleca un teica: T\u0101 ar\u012b dom\u0101 par sevi, t\u0113vs igumen, l\u012bdz pat savai n\u0101vei. Pien\u0101ks laiks, kad par mums c\u016bk\u0101m v\u0113l \u00a0rakst\u012bs. \u0160ie v\u0101rdi izr\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s pravietiski: par sirdsskaidr\u0101 Ambrosija un igumena Feodosija dz\u012bvi un gar\u012bga- jiem varo\u0146darbiem p\u0113cte\u010du pam\u0101c\u012b\u0161anai tika uzrakst\u012btas gr\u0101matas. T\u0101 Dievs izslav\u0113 taisnos, kuri patiesi uzskat\u012bja sevi par lieliem gr\u0113ciniekiem. Sv\u0113tie neredz\u0113ja savus nopelnus. \u00a0 K\u0101du reizi abbas Ars\u0113nija Liel\u0101 paklaus\u012bbnieki pieg\u0101ja pie vi\u0146a celles un sadzird\u0113ja, k\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 l\u016bdzas: Dievs, neatst\u0101j mani. Es Tav\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 neesmu izdar\u012bjis neko labu, bet dod man, Tavas sv\u0113t\u012bbas d\u0113\u013c, to s\u0101kt. T\u0101 viens no pa\u0161iem izcil\u0101kajiem pareiztic\u012bg\u0101s Bazn\u012bcas sv\u0113tajiem neredz\u0113ja savu izcil\u012bbu, v\u0113l vair\u0101k, l\u016bdz\u0101s par to, lai Dievs vi\u0146am pal\u012bdz\u0113tu s\u0101kt gl\u0101bt savu dv\u0113seli. T\u0101da attieksme pret person\u012bgo gar\u012bgo dz\u012bvi bija rakstur\u012bga daudziem taisnajiem. Sirdsskaidrais Mak\u0101rijs Lielais kadu reizi s\u0113d\u0113ja sav\u0101 cell\u0113 un p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 nost\u0101j\u0101s Dieva s\u016bt\u012bts e\u0146\u0123elis. -Mak\u0101rij!- v\u0113rs\u0101s vi\u0146\u0161 pie sirdsskaidr\u0101. \u2013Nebaidies neredzamu ienaidnieku uzbrukumu, jo m\u016bsu labais Vald\u012bt\u0101js neaties no tevis un nebeigs tevi uztur\u0113t. K\u013c\u016bsti v\u012bri\u0161\u0137\u012bgs, stiprinies, drosm\u012bgi uzveic pretiniekus, bet ar saviem darbiem nelielies, lai Dievi\u0161\u0137\u0101 pal\u012bdz\u012bba tevi nepamestu un tu nekristu. \u00a0Abba Mak\u0101rijs, sadzirdot e\u0146\u0123e\u013ca v\u0101rdus, s\u0101ka raud\u0101t un teica: Ar ko gan lai es lielos, kad mana dv\u0113sele, l\u012bdz\u012bgi k\u0101 izvirtusi netikle barojas ar net\u012bru domu sm\u0101r- du, ko pienes d\u0113moni. \u0160os v\u0101rdus teica cilv\u0113ks, kur\u0161 bija ieguvis bezkaisl\u012bbu, veicis lielu daudzumu gar\u012bgu varo\u0146darbu un sasniedzis augstas pak\u0101pes sv\u0113tumu. Ta\u010du neviens no cilv\u0113kiem nesp\u0113j past\u0101v\u012bgi atcer\u0113ties par savu v\u0101jumu, ja vi\u0146u netrauc\u0113 kaut k\u0101ds k\u0101rdin\u0101jums, no kura vi\u0146\u0161 zaud\u0113 sp\u0113kus. T\u0101 k\u0101 lielie sv\u0113tie, uzvar\u0113ju\u0161i visas savas kaisl\u012bbas, jau nevar\u0113ja b\u016bt k\u0101rdin\u0101mi ar kaut ko materi\u0101lu, Dievs pie\u013c\u0101va d\u0113moniem trauc\u0113t savus izmekl\u0113tos ar dom\u0101m, \u013caujot taisnajiem ar l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu v\u0113l liel\u0101ku piln\u012bbu. Pak\u0101peniski sv\u0113tie sasniedza t\u0101du p\u0101rliec\u012bbu par savu niec\u012bbu, ka to neviens un nekad nevar satricin\u0101t. Jaun\u0101kais sirdsskaidr\u0101 Mak\u0101rija l\u012bdzgaitnieks abba Sisojs Lielais, kad pien\u0101ca n\u0101ves br\u012bdis, nog\u016bl\u0101s uz gultas, vi\u0146am apk\u0101rt san\u0101ca vi\u0146a draugi- vientu\u013cnieki. P\u0113k\u0161\u0146i stareci iev\u0113roja, ka vi\u0146a seja s\u0101ka starot k\u0101 saule. L\u016bk, atn\u0101ca abba Antonijs Lielais,- izdvesa mirsto\u0161ais, bet nedaudz v\u0113l\u0101k piebilda: L\u016bk, atn\u0101ca pravie\u0161i. V\u0113l p\u0113c k\u0101da laika sirdsskaidr\u0101 Sisoja seja v\u0113l vair\u0101k s\u0101ka mirdz\u0113t debesu gaism\u0101 un vi\u0146\u0161 teica: Es redzu apustu\u013cus. Mirdzums, kas n\u0101ca no sv\u0113t\u0101, past\u0101v\u012bgi palielin\u0101j\u0101s un vi\u0146\u0161 s\u0101ka run\u0101t ar neredzamajiem \u00a0apmekl\u0113t\u0101jiem.\u00a0 Stareci vi\u0146am pajaut\u0101ja: Ar ko tu sarun\u0101jies? Atn\u0101ku\u0161i e\u0146\u0123e\u013ci mani pa\u0146emt, bet es vi\u0146iem l\u016bdzu, lai mani k\u0101du laiku v\u0113l atst\u0101j, lai no\u017e\u0113loju gr\u0113kus. Tev, t\u0113vs,- teica m\u016bki,- nav nepiecie\u0161am\u012bbas no\u017e\u0113lot gr\u0113kus. N\u0113, esmu p\u0101rliecin\u0101ts, ka v\u0113l neesmu s\u0101cis no\u017e\u0113lot gr\u0113kus,- atbild\u0113ja abba Sisojs, un mirdzums uz vi\u0146a sejas sasniedza t\u0101du sp\u0113ku, ka visi apk\u0101rt eso\u0161ie s\u0101ka tr\u012bs\u0113t. Redzat, l\u016bk Dievs. Vi\u0146\u0161 saka: \u201e Nesiet pie manis manu izv\u0113l\u0113to tuksne\u0161a trauku,\u201d- izteica sirdsskaidrais un nodeva savu garu Dieva rok\u0101s. Tai pa\u0161\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b celle piepild\u012bj\u0101s ar neizskaidrojami labu arom\u0101tu. Abba Dorofejs raksta, ka augst\u0101k\u0101 l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas pak\u0101pe ir taj\u0101, ka visus savus gar\u012bgos varo\u0146darbus pied\u0113v\u0113 Dievam. K\u0101 koka zari \u201enoliecas pie zemes zem aug\u013cu smaguma, t\u0101 ar\u012b taisnie, jo vair\u0101k pietuvojas Die-vam, jo vair\u0101k samierin\u0101s un redz savu gr\u0113c\u012bgumu. \u0145emot piem\u0113ru no sv\u0113tajiem, mums vienm\u0113r j\u0101atceras tas, ka pa\u0161i par sevi m\u0113s neko nenoz\u012bm\u0113jam un savus pan\u0101kumus gl\u0101b\u0161anas ce\u013c\u0101 izskaidrot ar Dieva pal\u012bdz\u012bbu. J\u0101b\u016bt stingri p\u0101rliecin\u0101tam, ka bez past\u0101v\u012bgas Dieva pal\u012bdz\u012bbas m\u0113s nevaram izdar\u012bt neko labu un der\u012bgu savai dv\u0113selei.\u00a0\u00a0 Aizmirstie tikumi. Sirdsskaidrais Ars\u0113nijs Lielais l\u012bdz savai aizie\u0161anai uz \u0112\u0123iptes tuksnesi daudzus gadus pavad\u012bja Bizantijas imperatora Feodosija Liel\u0101 galm\u0101. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija sp\u012bdo\u0161s galminieks un viens no pa\u0161iem izgl\u012btot\u0101kajiem sava laika cilv\u0113kiem. Vi\u0146a vad\u012bb\u0101 tika audzin\u0101ti n\u0101kamie imperatori Ark\u0101dijs un Honorijs. K\u013c\u016bstot par m\u016bku, Ars\u0113nijs sasniedza gar\u012bgo piln\u012bbu. Esot laic\u012bgi apm\u0101c\u012bts un ar milz\u012bgu ask\u0113tisku pieredzi, sirdsskaidrais var\u0113ja uzrakst\u012bt v\u0113rt\u012bgas gr\u0101matas par daudziem gar\u012bgiem jaut\u0101jumiem. Ta\u010du, lai k\u0101 ar\u012b vi\u0146am nepras\u012bja, vi\u0146\u0161 nekad neizteic\u0101s ne par vienu no teolo\u0123iskaj\u0101m probl\u0113m\u0101m, pat v\u0113stules sirdsskaidrais rakst\u012bja reti un ar lielu nepatiku. Iepaz\u012bstot savu niec\u012bgumu, sv\u0113tais neuzskat\u012bja\u00a0 par iesp\u0113jamu kaut ko rakst\u012bt vai izteikt publiskas pam\u0101c\u012bbas. Vi\u0146\u0161 atv\u0113ra savas l\u016bpas tikai lai pam\u0101c\u012btu da\u017eus savus m\u0101cek\u013cus.\u00a0 gadsimta Karagandas starecam shiarhimandritam Sevasti\u0101nam savas kalpo\u0161anas d\u0113\u013c bija j\u0101pam\u0101ca tauta no katedras. Ta\u010du vi\u0146\u0161 spredi\u0137a laik\u0101 visbie\u017e\u0101k las\u012bja no gr\u0101matas paz\u012bstamu sludin\u0101t\u0101ju darbus, neko no sevis nepieliekot. Starecs to izskaidroja ar to, ka ir mazizgl\u012btots cilv\u0113ks, kuram bez visa nav ar\u012b ne runas d\u0101vanas, ne atbilsto\u0161a balss. Ta\u010du starp vi\u0146a daudzajiem gar\u012bgajiem b\u0113rniem bija ne mazums visai izgl\u012btotu cilv\u0113ku, tai skait\u0101 Maskavas gar\u012bg\u0101s akad\u0113mijas b\u012bskaps Pitirims. K\u0101 lai \u0161eit neatceras sirdsskaidr\u0101 J\u0101\u0146a Pak\u0101pnieka v\u0101rdus, ka apbr\u012bnojama l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas pak\u0101pe ir piln\u012bga netic\u0113\u0161ana saviem labiem darbiem un past\u0101v\u012bga v\u0113l\u0113\u0161an\u0101s m\u0101c\u012bties. Katram no mums t\u0101d\u0101 vai cit\u0101d\u0101 pak\u0101p\u0113 piem\u012bt kaut k\u0101das pozit\u012bvas \u012bpa\u0161\u012bbas. Ta\u010du t\u0101s noteikti vajag aizmirst, lai t\u0101s mums netrauc\u0113tu redz\u0113t savu niec\u012bbu. J\u0101atceras, ka m\u016bsu tikumi, iedzimtie vai ieg\u016btie, ir Dieva d\u0101vanas. To esam\u012bba m\u016bsos ir atkar\u012bga tikai no Dieva gribas. T\u0101d\u0113\u013c mums ir \u013coti der\u012bgi p\u0113c iesp\u0113jas bie\u017e\u0101k ar savu domu skatu aptvert visas savas v\u0101j\u012bbas, tr\u016bkumus un kaisl\u012bbas. \u0160\u0101da nodarbe mums pal\u012bdz\u0113s aizmirst tikumus un re\u0101li nov\u0113rt\u0113t savas iesp\u0113jas. Sirdsskaidrais Optinas Ambrosijs jau dz\u012bves laik\u0101 daudzu l\u012bdzgaitnieku v\u0113rt\u0113jum\u0101 tika uzskat\u012bts par lielu sv\u0113to, bet pats pret t\u0101du viedokli vi\u0146s iztur\u0113j\u0101s ar lielu ironiju. K\u0101du reizi sirdsskaidro Ambrosiju iek\u013c\u0101va liels sv\u0113tce\u013cnieku pulks un k\u0101ds ska\u013ci, ar saj\u016bsmu run\u0101ja par vi\u0146a taisnumu un par to, ka t\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 visi paklan\u0101s. Uz to starecs past\u0101st\u012bja ar smaidu sekojo\u0161u gad\u012bjumu:\u00a0 K\u0101du reizi miru\u0161ais valdnieks Nikolajs Pavla d\u0113ls g\u0101ja pa P\u0113terburgas ielu. Satiekot karasp\u0113ka rakstvedi, vi\u0146\u0161 pajaut\u0101ja: \u201eTu no kurienes?\u201d \u201eNo depa, j\u016bsu imperatorisk\u0101 augst\u012bba\u201d, – nozi\u0146oja rakstvedis. \u201eV\u0101rds \u201edepo\u201d ir sve\u0161v\u0101rds, – atz\u012bm\u0113ja valdnieks, – tas nelok\u0101s\u201d. Rakstvedis atbild\u0113ja: \u201eJ\u016bsu augst\u012bbas priek\u0161\u0101 \u2013 viss lok\u0101s\u201d. Sirdsskaidr\u0101 Ambrosija attieksme pret personisko sv\u0113tumu pamatoj\u0101s dzi\u013c\u0101 cilv\u0113ka, kur\u0161 atrodas kritu\u0161\u0101 st\u0101vokl\u012b, dabas izpratn\u0113. Kad m\u0113s dz\u012bvi saj\u016btam visu savas mor\u0101l\u0101s kri\u0161anas dzi\u013cumu, m\u016bsos pamostas cen\u0161an\u0101s p\u0113c gar\u012bgas atdzim\u0161anas. M\u0113s pastiprin\u0101ti s\u0101kam str\u0101d\u0101t pie dv\u0113seles gl\u0101b\u0161anas, bet \u013coti \u0101tri p\u0101rliecin\u0101mies par savu bezsp\u0113c\u012bbu. Pan\u0101kumi gl\u0101b\u0161anas ce\u013c\u0101 mums s\u0101k par\u0101d\u012bties tikai tad, kad m\u0113s, atmetot pa\u0161pa\u013c\u0101v\u012bbu,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 visu cer\u012bbu liekam uz Dieva pal\u012bdz\u012bbu. K\u0101dreiz Optinas starecs Nekt\u0101rijs, nor\u0101dot ar roku uz apk\u0101rt\u0113jo dabu, teica arhimandr\u012btam, n\u0101kotn\u0113 mitropol\u012btam Venjam\u012bnam (Fed\u010denkovam):\u00a0\u00a0 Skataties, k\u0101ds skaistums- saule, debesis, koki, ziedi… Bet s\u0101kum\u0101 nek\u0101 nebija! Ne-k\u0101! Un Dievs \u00a0no nek\u0101 rad\u012bja t\u0101du skaistumu. T\u0101pat ar\u012b cilv\u0113ks: kad vi\u0146\u0161 patiesi non\u0101ks l\u012bdz apzi\u0146ai par to, ka nav nekas, tad Dievs s\u0101ks rad\u012bt no vi\u0146a kaut ko lielu.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Optinas shiigumenam Antonijam tr\u012bsdesmit gadus s\u0101p\u0113ja k\u0101jas. L\u012bdz ce\u013ciem t\u0101s bija p\u0101rkl\u0101tas ar br\u016bc\u0113m, no kur\u0101m tec\u0113ja asinis. Gad\u012bj\u0101s, ka sirdsskaidro apciemoja paz\u012bstamais pareiztic\u012bgais dom\u0101t\u0101js I.V. Kirijevskis. Redzot stareca cie\u0161anas, vi\u0146\u0161 teica: L\u016bk, ba\u0137u\u0161ka, piepild\u0101s Rakstu v\u0101rdi, ka taisnajiem ir daudz b\u0113du: k\u0101du smagu krustu jums ir \u00a0uzlicis Dievs!\u00a0 Tur t\u0101 lieta, – iebilda sirdsskaidrais Antonijs, – ka taisnajiem b\u0113das, bet man visas tikai br\u016bces, k\u0101 ar\u012b sv\u0113tais pravietis D\u0101vids saka: daudz r\u0113tu gr\u0113ciniekam. Ja m\u0113s, cerot uz Dieva \u017e\u0113lsird\u012bbu, past\u0101v\u012bgi atceramies par savu niec\u012bgumu un gr\u0113c\u012bgumu, tad m\u016bsu dv\u0113sele samierin\u0101s, bet sirds l\u016bzt. Tad Kungs, redzot m\u016bsu l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu, savalda m\u016bsu lepn\u012bbu un dod mums sv\u0113t\u012bbu uzvesties pietic\u012bgi, nevadoties p\u0113c zemes kaisl\u012bb\u0101m un pasmieties par redzam\u0101s pasaules slavu. No teolo\u0123ijas kandid\u0101ta protoireja Vja\u010deslava Tulupova gr\u0101matas \u201eDiev\u012bbas iet\u0113rps vai par to, k\u0101 ieg\u016bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu\u201d Izdevniec\u012bba \u201eErce\u0146\u0123e\u013ca Mihaila dievnams\u201d, 2001 gads. https:\/\/azbyka.ru\/odeyanie-bozhestva-o-tom-kak-priobresti-smirenie<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[379],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2225","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nikolaja-vestnesis-2018"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2225\/"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post\/"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/6\/"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments\/?post=2225"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2225\/revisions\/"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2241,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2225\/revisions\/2241\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/?parent=2225"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories\/?post=2225"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags\/?post=2225"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}