{"id":3146,"date":"2020-03-05T02:17:55","date_gmt":"2020-03-05T00:17:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/?p=3146"},"modified":"2020-03-05T02:25:13","modified_gmt":"2020-03-05T00:25:13","slug":"iekseja-paspazeminasanas-turpinajums","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/iekseja-paspazeminasanas-turpinajums\/","title":{"rendered":"Iek\u0161\u0113j\u0101 pa\u0161pazemin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s (turpin\u0101jums), Izlaidums \u2116 1, 2019"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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NIKOLAJA V\u0112STNESIS<\/strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

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\u00a0<\/span><\/i>Labpr\u0101t\u012bga pazemin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s \u013cau\u017eu priek\u0161\u0101<\/span><\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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L\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas ieg\u016b\u0161anas ce\u013c\u0101 m\u0113s nek\u0101di nedr\u012bkstam apst\u0101ties, jo katra apst\u0101\u0161an\u0101s var izrais\u012bt pagriezienu atpaka\u013c.<\/span><\/p>

Sasniegt pan\u0101kumus l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas tikuma ieg\u016b\u0161an\u0101 var tikai past\u0101v\u012bgi virzoties uz priek\u0161u. Ja m\u016bs neapvaino, neapspie\u017e un neapmelo, tad teor\u0113tiska pa\u0161pazemin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s lielus aug\u013cus neatnes\u012bs. Ko gan dar\u012bt, ja m\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 pietr\u016bkst \u0101r\u0113ju iemeslu l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbai?<\/span><\/p>

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Protams, \u0161aj\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 nedr\u012bkst tuv\u0101kos provoc\u0113t uz sliktu attieksmi pret mums. No m\u016bsu puses t\u0101 b\u016bs vi\u0146u virz\u012b\u0161ana uz gr\u0113ku. Vislab\u0101k, ja pietr\u016bkst \u0101r\u0113ju iemeslu l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbai, iztur\u0113ties t\u0101, it k\u0101 tie b\u016btu.<\/span><\/p>

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Shiigumens Antonijs, jaun\u012bb\u0101 izv\u0113loties par savu gar\u012bgo t\u0113vu savu vec\u0101ko br\u0101li arhimandr\u012btu Mozu, visu dz\u012bvi iztur\u0113j\u0101s pret vi\u0146u ar lielu cie\u0146u. Pa\u0161am k\u013c\u016bstot par starecu, vi\u0146\u0161 turpin\u0101ja pazemin\u0101ties t\u0113va Mozus priek\u0161\u0101, k\u0101 p\u0113d\u0113jais paklaus\u012bbnieks. Dz\u012bvojot Optinas tuksnes\u012b atp\u016bt\u0101, sirdsskaidrais Antonijs nekad neg\u0101ja bez uzaicin\u0101juma priek\u0161nieka cell\u0113, kuru aiz\u0146\u0113ma vec\u0101kais br\u0101lis. Parasti vi\u0146\u0161 st\u0101v\u0113ja pie\u0146em\u0161anas istab\u0101 tik ilgi, kam\u0113r arhimandr\u012bts Mozus pats neiev\u0113roja un nepasauca vi\u0146u. Ieejot priek\u0161nieka telp\u0101s, sirdsskaidrais, p\u0101rnesot svaru no vienas savas k\u0101jas uz otru, nekad neaps\u0113d\u0101s, bet gaid\u012bja, kad vi\u0146am to pied\u0101v\u0101s. Ien\u0101ku\u0161o un arhimandr\u012bta Mozus kl\u0101tb\u016btn\u0113 vi\u0146\u0161 dzi\u013ci klus\u0113ja un tikai da\u017ereiz pusbals\u012b k\u0101du pasveicin\u0101ja vai cie\u0146as pilns atbild\u0113ja uz vi\u0146am uzdoto jaut\u0101jumu. Visus gar\u012bg\u0101 t\u0113va v\u0101rdus vi\u0146\u0161 uztv\u0113ra bez jebk\u0101d\u0101m iebild\u0113m, k\u0101 Dieva gribu. Optinas tuksne\u0161a br\u0101\u013ciem shiigumena Antonija uzved\u012bba izsauca izbr\u012bnu, bet vienlaic\u012bgi t\u0101 kalpoja par ac\u012bmredzamu piem\u0113ru jaunajiem m\u016bkiem. Sirdsskaidrais starecs Mozus no savas puses iztur\u0113j\u0101s pret br\u0101li ar patiesu cie\u0146u un bie\u017ei konsult\u0113j\u0101s ar vi\u0146u par gar\u012bgiem jaut\u0101jumiem. \u201eVi\u0146\u0161 ir \u012bsts m\u016bks, bet es neesmu m\u016bks\u201d,- par savu br\u0101li teica \u00a0arhimandr\u012bts Mozus, savuk\u0101rt pazeminoties vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101. Ta\u010du, zinot br\u0101\u013ca sirds v\u0113l\u0113\u0161an\u0101s un netrauc\u0113jot vi\u0146am pilnveidoties l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bb\u0101, vi\u0146\u0161 netrauc\u0113ja t\u0113van Antonijam zemoties sav\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 un bie\u017ei iztur\u0113j\u0101s pret vi\u0146u k\u0101 pret paklaus\u012bbnieku.<\/span><\/p>

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P\u0113c liel\u0101 stareca Mozus n\u0101ves par klostera priek\u0161nieku tika noz\u012bm\u0113ts t\u0113vs Is\u0101kijs, kur\u0161 taj\u0101 laik\u0101 bija jaun\u0101kais Optinas tuksne\u0161a ierom\u016bks. Sirdsskaidrajam Antonijam t\u0101das p\u0101rmai\u0146as klostera dz\u012bv\u0113 deva jaunu iemeslu pa\u0161pazemin\u0101\u0161anai. Neskatoties uz vecuma starp\u012bbu un uz savu sevi\u0161\u0137o st\u0101vokli kloster\u012b, vi\u0146\u0161 s\u0101ka pazemin\u0101ties jaun\u0101 priek\u0161nieka priek\u0161\u0101 k\u0101 parasts paklaus\u012bbnieks un izr\u0101d\u012bt vi\u0146am t\u0101du pa\u0161u cie\u0146u, k\u0101du iepriek\u0161 izr\u0101d\u012bja\u00a0 arhimandr\u012btam Mozum. T\u0113vs Is\u0101kijs, pats vienm\u0113r izturoties pret sirdsskaidro Antoniju k\u0101 pret lielu gara nes\u0113ju v\u012bru, vair\u0101kk\u0101rt\u012bgi cent\u0101s pierun\u0101t vi\u0146u izmain\u012bt savu uzved\u012bbu, ta\u010du bez rezult\u0101ta. Da\u017ereiz, dievbij\u012bgu j\u016btu vad\u012bts, t\u0113vs Is\u0101kijs klan\u012bj\u0101s sirdsskaidrajam l\u012bdz zemei un tad sterecs, neskatoties uz asi\u0146ojo\u0161aj\u0101m k\u0101ju br\u016bc\u0113m, ar\u012b paklan\u012bj\u0101s l\u012bdz zemei. Lai atbr\u012bvotu starecu no fizisk\u0101m cie\u0161an\u0101m, priek\u0161nieks p\u0101rtrauca izr\u0101d\u012bt vi\u0146am godu \u0161\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>

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K\u0101du reizi t\u0113vs Is\u0101kijs pirms sv\u0113tku mielasta lika nolikt kr\u0113slu shiigumenam Antonijam blakus sav\u0113jai, priek\u0161snieka, vietai. To ieraugot, sirdsskaidrais, kaut ar\u012b bija \u013coti noguris p\u0113c ilgsto\u0161\u0101 dievkalpojuma, pierun\u0101ja t\u0113vu Is\u0101kiju at\u013caut vi\u0146am malt\u012btes laik\u0101 palas\u012bt no katedras pam\u0101c\u012bbu no gr\u0101matas, k\u0101 tas bija pie\u0146emts kloster\u012b. T\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 izvair\u012bj\u0101s no goda s\u0113d\u0113t blakus priek\u0161niekam, kaut ar\u012b visu malt\u012btes laiku vi\u0146am n\u0101c\u0101s nost\u0101v\u0113t uz sav\u0101m slimaj\u0101m k\u0101j\u0101m.<\/span><\/p>

\u00a0\u201eM\u0113s nedr\u012bkstam dom\u0101t, – rakst\u012bja sv\u0113t\u012bt\u0101js J\u0101nis Zeltamute,- ka zaud\u0113jam savu v\u0113rt\u012bbu, ja pazemin\u0101m sevi. Jo tie\u0161i tad, p\u0113c taisn\u012bbas, m\u0113s esam augst\u0101k; tie\u0161i tad esam cien\u012bgi sa\u0146emt godu\u201d. Cilv\u0113ki, kuri ir pak\u013cauti pasaul\u012bg\u0101m kaisl\u012bb\u0101m, m\u012bl pa\u0161apliecin\u0101ties citu priek\u0161\u0101. Mums, kristie\u0161iem, j\u0101nodarbojas ar sevis pazemin\u0101\u0161anu tuv\u0101ko priek\u0161\u0101. Tie\u0161i taj\u0101 ir patiesa sevis pazemin\u0101\u0161ana Dieva priek\u0161\u0101. Jebk\u0101da sacen\u0161an\u0101s par kaut ko ar citiem cilv\u0113kiem neizb\u0113gami noved pie gar\u012bg\u0101 miera zaud\u0113\u0161anas un augstpr\u0101t\u012bbas ra\u0161an\u0101s m\u016bsu sird\u012b- pan\u0101kumu gad\u012bjum\u0101 vai skumju- zaud\u0113juma gad\u012bjum\u0101. Viss, kas m\u016bs dara augst\u0101kus par citiem cilv\u0113kiem, nekalpo m\u016bsu gar\u012bgajai labkl\u0101j\u012bbai.\u00a0 Sv\u0113tie cent\u0101s samazin\u0101t pat t\u0101s priek\u0161roc\u012bbas, kas vi\u0146iem pieder\u0113ja p\u0113c taisn\u012bbas.<\/span><\/p>

Kad sv\u0113t\u012bt\u0101jam Egejas Nekt\u0101rijam n\u0101c\u0101s kalpot ar citu b\u012bskapu, vi\u0146\u0161 nekad neie\u0146\u0113ma pie alt\u0101ra pirmo vietu, pat tad, ja t\u0101 pien\u0101c\u0101s vi\u0146am p\u0113c vec\u0101k\u0101 ties\u012bb\u0101m. Sv\u0113t\u012bt\u0101js Nekt\u0101rijs t\u0101d\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 ap\u0123\u0113rba mazo omoforu, bet mitras viet\u0101 uzvilka parastu m\u016bka galvas segu. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>

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Aiz m\u012blest\u012bbas pret cilv\u0113kiem sv\u0113tie da\u017ereiz dar\u012bja br\u012bnumus, kaut ar\u012b apzin\u0101j\u0101s, ka tuv\u0101kie vi\u0146us slav\u0113s. Ta\u010du sirdsskaidro sird\u012bs v\u0113l\u0113\u0161an\u0101s pal\u012bdz\u0113t ciet\u0113jiem uzvar\u0113ja centienus palikt nezin\u0101miem! Taisn\u012bba, katru reizi p\u0113c br\u012bnumu veik\u0161anas sv\u0113tajiem n\u0101kas sevi pazemin\u0101t, lai izb\u0113gtu no augstpr\u0101t\u012bbas.<\/span><\/p>

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T\u0101, k\u0101dreiz p\u0113c Dievi\u0161\u0137\u012bg\u0101s Litur\u0123ijas starecs Evbejas J\u0113kabs sarun\u0101j\u0101s ar tautu \u0113damtelp\u0101. Kad vi\u0146\u0161 beidza un tais\u012bj\u0101s iet prom, negaid\u012bti vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 nokrita meitene un s\u0101ka sisties un kliegt d\u0113monu uzbrukuma iespaid\u0101. Starecs sv\u0113t\u012bja aps\u0113sto, pal\u016bdz\u0101s un vi\u0146a nomierin\u0101j\u0101s. Visi kl\u0101teso\u0161ie pabr\u012bn\u012bj\u0101s par vi\u0146a l\u016bg\u0161anas sp\u0113ku. Vakar\u0101 p\u0113c dievkalpojuma \u00a0starecs J\u0113kabs nol\u0113ma izkl\u012bdin\u0101t domas par savu sv\u0113tumu r\u012bta notikuma lieciniekiem. Vi\u0146\u0161 pa\u017e\u0113loj\u0101s vi\u0146iem par to, ka neviens no vi\u0146iem gr\u016bta br\u012bd\u012b nen\u0101ca vi\u0146am pal\u012bg\u0101, atst\u0101jot vienu tikt gal\u0101 ar d\u0113monu aps\u0113sto. Taisnais noniecin\u0101ja sevi vi\u0146u priek\u0161\u0101, par\u0101dot sevi k\u0101 v\u0101ju cilv\u0113ku! \u00a0<\/span><\/p>

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Sv\u0113tie cent\u0101s nosl\u0113pt savus gar\u012bgos varo\u0146darbus. Kad tas neizdev\u0101s, vi\u0146i r\u012bkoj\u0101s t\u0101, lai samazin\u0101tu savu piel\u016bdz\u0113ju cie\u0146u pret vi\u0146iem.<\/span><\/p>

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Par gai\u0161redz\u012bbu, br\u012bnumiem un ask\u0113tismu sirdsskaidrais Karagandas Sebastjans bija iemantojis neparastu savu daudzskaitl\u012bgo gar\u012bgo b\u0113rnu cie\u0146u. Vi\u0146a draudzes kopien\u0101 pirmaj\u0101 Liel\u0101 gav\u0113\u0146a dien\u0101 \u0113dienu parasti nevienam nedeva. Tikai vakar\u0101, p\u0113c Liel\u0101 kanona, tika at\u013cauts ap\u0113st gabali\u0146u prosforas. K\u0101du reizi t\u0113vs lika divpadsmitos dien\u0101 uzv\u0101r\u012bt kartupe\u013cus, bet trijos, kad tie atdzisa, ap\u0113da pusi kartupe\u013ca. Pazeminot pats sevi, vi\u0146\u0161 teica:<\/span><\/p>

– L\u016bk, mani t\u0113vi, l\u012bdzkalpot\u0101ji gav\u0113, bet es- n\u0113. Es ta\u010du esmu slims, es l\u016bk gav\u0113ni p\u0101rk\u0101pu.<\/span><\/p>

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L\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba apskaidro gr\u0113cinieku<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

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L\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bgajam ir t\u0101da bag\u0101t\u012bba, kas gar\u012bgi bag\u0101tina ne tikai pa\u0161u \u012bpa\u0161nieku, bet ar\u012b vi\u0146am apk\u0101rt eso\u0161os.Tas notiek t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, ka l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba var tikt nodota no vienas cilv\u0113ka dv\u0113seles otrai.<\/span><\/p>

G\u013cinskas tuksnes\u012b k\u0101du vakaru satik\u0101s divi m\u016bki. Sarunas laik\u0101 runa pak\u0101peniski p\u0101rg\u0101ja par G\u013cinskas ieroshim\u016bku Makariju un viens no m\u016bkiem teica:<\/span><\/p>

  • Vai vi\u0146\u0161 nocietin\u0101j\u0101s ask\u0113tism\u0101? Vientul\u012bb\u0101 ir labi gl\u0101bties, neredzot k\u0101rdin\u0101jumus. L\u016bk, ja vi\u0146\u0161 dz\u012bvotu t\u0101, k\u0101 m\u0113s, redzot k\u0101rdin\u0101jumus, bet it k\u0101 tos neredzot, tas b\u016btu liels varo\u0146darbs!<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

    P\u0113c sarunas m\u016bks dev\u0101s uz savu celli. Ce\u013c\u0161 veda gar\u0101m t\u0113va Mak\u0101rija cellei. Kad vi\u0146\u0161 aizg\u0101ja l\u012bdz tai, p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i durvis atv\u0113r\u0101s un vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s vientu\u013cnieks, kur\u0161 kautr\u012bgi teica:<\/span><\/p>

    • Piedod man, br\u0101li, piedod gr\u0113ciniekam un v\u0101jajam, kur\u0161 nesp\u0113j dz\u012bvot t\u0101, k\u0101 dz\u012bvojat j\u016bs, bet no pasaules k\u0101rdin\u0101jumiem pasl\u0113pjoties cell\u0113. Piedod man, Dieva d\u0113\u013c. <\/span><\/li><\/ul>

      Citu darbu tiesnesis, p\u0101rsteigts par stareca l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu un gai\u0161redz\u012bbu, krita vi\u0146am pie k\u0101j\u0101m un ar aizkustin\u0101jumu l\u016bdza vi\u0146am piedo\u0161anu.<\/span><\/p>

      Ja m\u0113s v\u0113lamies k\u0101du piev\u0113rst kristiet\u012bbai vai nov\u0113rst no gr\u0113c\u012bgas dz\u012bves, taj\u0101 mums visvair\u0101k pal\u012bdz\u0113s l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba, nevis gudras runas un pier\u0101d\u012bjumi. Protams, t\u0101s ar\u012b ir nepiecie\u0161amas, bet j\u0101sak tie\u0161i ar l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu. Jebkura gr\u0113ka iemesls ir lepn\u012bba. T\u0101d\u0113\u013c katrs gr\u0113cinieks, kur\u0161 neno\u017e\u0113lo gr\u0113kus, ir liel\u0101k\u0101 vai maz\u0101k\u0101 m\u0113r\u0101 aps\u0113sts ar \u0161o kaisl\u012bbu. Tie\u0161i t\u0101 trauc\u0113 vi\u0146am no\u017e\u0113lot gr\u0113kus Dieva priek\u0161\u0101. Uz lepno neatst\u0101s iespaidu ne m\u016bsu zin\u0101\u0161anas, ne pr\u0101ts: vi\u0146\u0161 uzskata, ka pa\u0161am t\u0101s ir liel\u0101k\u0101 m\u0113r\u0101 nek\u0101 citiem cilv\u0113kiem. Uz vi\u0146u var\u0113s iedraboties tikai l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba, kas vi\u0146am nav nemaz.`<\/span><\/p>

      K\u0101du reizi uz S\u0101rovu aiz zi\u0146\u0137\u0101r\u012bbas atbrauca k\u0101ds \u0123ener\u0101lleitnants. Ap\u0123\u0113rbies lielisk\u0101 mundier\u012b, vi\u0146\u0161 lepoj\u0101s ar saviem orde\u0146iem. Apskatot klostera celtnes, \u0123ener\u0101lis jau grib\u0113ja atvad\u012bties no klostera, bet satika mui\u017eas \u012bpa\u0161nieku Alekseju Prokudinu un aprun\u0101j\u0101s ar vi\u0146u. Sarunu biedrs pied\u0101v\u0101ja \u0123ener\u0101lim, pirms pamest Sarovu, apciemot lielo starecu Serafimu. \u0122ener\u0101lis atteic\u0101s, bet p\u0113c tam padev\u0101s Proskudina uzst\u0101j\u012bgajai pierun\u0101\u0161anai.<\/span><\/p>

      K\u0101 tikai ciemi\u0146i ieg\u0101ja cell\u0113, starecs Serafims piec\u0113l\u0101s un paklan\u012bj\u0101s \u0123ener\u0101lim l\u012bdz zemei. T\u0101da paz\u012bstam\u0101 ask\u0113ta l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba p\u0101rsteidza \u0123ener\u0101li. Prokudins, iev\u0113rojot, ka vi\u0146am neb\u016btu turpm\u0101k j\u0101paliek cell\u0113, izg\u0101ja un \u0123ener\u0101lis palika ar sirdsskaidro vienatn\u0113. P\u0113c da\u017e\u0101m min\u016bt\u0113m no stareca celles atskan\u0113ja raud\u0101\u0161ana. \u0122ener\u0101lis raud\u0101ja k\u0101 mazs b\u0113rns. P\u0113c pusstundas durvis atv\u0113r\u0101s un sirdsskaidrais Serafims zem rokas izveda \u0123ener\u0101li, kur\u0161 turpin\u0101ja raud\u0101t, aizkl\u0101jot seju ar rok\u0101m. Orde\u0146i un cepure bija atst\u0101ti sirdsskaidr\u0101 cell\u0113. Klostera nost\u0101sti v\u0113sta, ka it k\u0101 orde\u0146i pa\u0161i vi\u0146am nokritu\u0161i sarunas laik\u0101 ar starecu. Sirdsskaidrais Serafims, atnesot karavado\u0146a mantas no celles, orde\u0146us piestiprin\u0101ja pie cepures. V\u0113l\u0101k \u0123ener\u0101lleitnants teica, ka vi\u0146\u0161 ir p\u0101rg\u0101jis visu Eiropu, paz\u012bst lielu daudzumu da\u017e\u0101da veida cilv\u0113kus, bet pirmo reizi ir redz\u0113jis t\u0101du l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu, ar k\u0101du vi\u0146u sagaid\u012bja Sarovas starecs. T\u0101pat \u0123ener\u0101li p\u0101rsteidza gai\u0161redz\u012bba, ar kuru sirdsskaidrais Serafims atkl\u0101ja vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 visu vi\u0146a dz\u012bvi, neizmetot pa\u0161as slept\u0101k\u0101s darb\u012bbas. Br\u012bd\u012b, kad orde\u0146i nokrita no vi\u0146a kr\u016bt\u012bm, sirdsskaidrais Serafims teica:<\/span><\/p>

      – Tas ir t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, ka sa\u0146\u0113mi tos nepamatoti.<\/span><\/p>

      Labais las\u012bt\u0101j, piev\u0113rs uzman\u012bbu: pat lielais starecs sirdsskaidrais Sarovas Serafims s\u0101ka pal\u012bdz\u0113t cilv\u0113kam vi\u0146a gl\u0101b\u0161anas liet\u0101 ar l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bgu paklan\u012b\u0161anos vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101. Sv\u0113tais zin\u0101ja, ka \u0123ener\u0101li neiespaidos ne br\u012bnumi, ne gai\u0161redz\u012bba, ja iepriek\u0161 nesavald\u012bs vi\u0146a lepn\u012bbu. Tikai p\u0113c tam, kad sirdsskaidrais ar l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu uzvar\u0113ja \u0123ener\u0101\u013ca lepn\u012bbu, vi\u0146\u0161 iedarboj\u0101s uz vi\u0146a dv\u0113seli ar savu sv\u0113t\u012bgo sp\u0113ku. Ja t\u0101 dar\u012bja lielais sv\u0113tais, tad v\u0113l vair\u0101k analo\u0123iski ir j\u0101r\u012bkojas mums, kam nav pretdabisku d\u0101vanu. Situ\u0101cijas, kur\u0101s var izmantot l\u0113nprat\u012bbu, lai piev\u0113rstu apk\u0101rt mums eso\u0161os \u013caudis Kristum, m\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 ir sastopamas pietiekami.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

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      Ieroshim\u016bkam Viricas Serafimam bija divas gar\u012bg\u0101s meitas: staricas Pulh\u0113rija un Aleksandra. Vi\u0146as saist\u012bja stipra draudz\u012bba un vi\u0146as dz\u012bvoja vien\u0101 m\u0101j\u0101. K\u0101du reizi viena no vi\u0146\u0101m ieg\u0101ja veikal\u0101 un nost\u0101j\u0101s rind\u0101 p\u0113c produktiem. Viricas iedz\u012bvot\u0101ji, zinot par vecen\u012btes slikto vesel\u012bbas st\u0101vokli, pal\u016bdza p\u0101rdev\u0113jai vi\u0146u apkalpot bez rindas. Starica iedeva naudu par tr\u012bssimt gramiem cukura, kuru vi\u0146ai uzreiz nosv\u0113ra un iedeva. Taj\u0101 laik\u0101\u00a0 pirms vi\u0146as st\u0101vo\u0161ais piedz\u0113ru\u0161ais v\u012brietis, redzami apvainojies par to, ka vi\u0146am lika gaid\u012bt, pieg\u0101ja pie vecen\u012btes un iesp\u013c\u0101va vi\u0146ai sej\u0101. Visi pirc\u0113ji ar sa\u0161utumu s\u0101ka r\u0101t hulig\u0101nu, bet starica, noslauc\u012bja sp\u013c\u0101vienu un mier\u012bgi teica:<\/span><\/p>

      • Paldies tev, zelt\u012btais. Tu vien\u012bgais pareizi mani nov\u0113rt\u0113ji, es uz tevi neapvainojos un ar\u012b j\u016bs vi\u0146u ner\u0101jat.<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

        Piedz\u0113ru\u0161ais no t\u0101diem v\u0101rdiem apjuka un nor\u0101ts izg\u0101ja no veikala. Starica, atn\u0101kot m\u0101j\u0101s, par notikuso past\u0101st\u012bja savai draudzenei un st\u0101sta beig\u0101s izdvesa:<\/span><\/p>

        -Cilv\u0113ks iet boj\u0101, vajag gl\u0101bt!<\/span><\/p>

        Pulh\u0113rija un Aleksandra, uzs\u0101kot gav\u0113ni, s\u0101ka l\u016bgties par dz\u0113r\u0101ju. Bet pa\u0161as bija tik v\u0101jas, ka nav saprotams, k\u0101 vi\u0146as tur\u0113j\u0101s uz k\u0101j\u0101m. P\u0113c da\u017e\u0101m dien\u0101m dz\u0113r\u0101ja sieva uzzin\u0101ja par vi\u0146a rieb\u012bgo r\u012bc\u012bbu un piedraud\u0113ja vi\u0146am:<\/span><\/p>

        • L\u012bdz tam laikam, kam\u0113r tu neatvainosies vecen\u012btei, es tevi negribu redz\u0113t, vari m\u0101j\u0101s nen\u0101kt!<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

          \u00a0V\u012brs patrakoja, bet, redzot sievas stingr\u012bbu, g\u0101ja pie sirmgalv\u0113m. T\u0101s vi\u0146u uz\u0146\u0113ma laipni, parun\u0101j\u0101s ar vi\u0146u un, uzaicin\u0101ju\u0161as atn\u0101kt v\u0113l, s\u0101ka l\u016bgties v\u0113l c\u012bt\u012bg\u0101k. Sav\u0101s l\u016bg\u0161an\u0101s vi\u0146as l\u016bdza Viricas m\u016b\u017e\u012bb\u0101 aizg\u0101ju\u0161ajam starecam \u00a0Serafimam izgl\u0101bt dz\u0113r\u0101ju. Br\u012bnumain\u0101 pal\u012bdz\u012bba no aug\u0161as atnaca \u013coti \u0101tri. V\u012brietis beidza dzert, s\u0101ka pal\u012bdz\u0113t staric\u0101m saimniec\u012bb\u0101 un iet bazn\u012bc\u0101.<\/span><\/p>

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          \u0160is gad\u012bjums v\u0113lreiz apstiprina paties\u012bbu, ka uzs\u0101kot k\u0101da gr\u0113cinieka labo\u0161anu, mums vispirms ir nepiecie\u0161ams vi\u0146am izr\u0101d\u012bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu un tikai p\u0113c tam iedarboties uz vi\u0146u ar v\u0101rdu, m\u012blest\u012bbu un l\u016bg\u0161anu, kas vi\u0146am pal\u012bdz\u0113s uzs\u0101kt iet pa gl\u0101b\u0161an\u0101s ce\u013cu. \u0160o gar\u012bgo likumsakar\u012bbu mums j\u0101\u0146em v\u0113r\u0101 vienm\u0113r, kad mums n\u0101kas kontakt\u0113ties ar maztic\u012bgiem kristie\u0161iem vai \u013caud\u012bm, kuri atrodas \u0101rpus Kristus Bazn\u012bcas.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

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          Pirms p\u0101riet pie n\u0101kam\u0101s noda\u013cas, izdar\u012bsim secin\u0101jumus no pateikt\u0101.<\/span><\/p>

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          \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 –\u00a0\u00a0 Kad m\u016bs apvaino un apspie\u017e, tiek p\u0101rbaud\u012bta m\u016bsu l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba praks\u0113.<\/span><\/p>

          • Mums ir \u013coti svar\u012bgi iem\u0101c\u012bties panest \u0101r\u0113jus aizsk\u0101rumus. Tie\u0161i tie m\u016bsos stiprina sirdsgudr\u012bbu.<\/span><\/li>
          • Daudzi taisnie, lai pilnveidotos l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bb\u0101, cent\u0101s lai vi\u0146u tuvum\u0101 b\u016btu cilv\u0113ks, kur\u0161 past\u0101v\u012bgi vi\u0146us apvainotu. Ne visiem mums ir pa sp\u0113kam sekot taj\u0101 sv\u0113tajiem, bet vismaz neizvair\u012bsimies no tiem aizsk\u0101rumiem, kas notiek ar mums ne m\u016bsu vainas d\u0113\u013c.<\/span><\/li>
          • Mums j\u0101m\u012bl visi, kuri m\u016bs apvaino un apspie\u017e. Vi\u0146i ir m\u016bsu gar\u012bgie \u0101rsti, jo \u0101rst\u0113 m\u016bsu dv\u0113seles no \u013coti b\u012bstamas slim\u012bbas- lepnuma.<\/span><\/li>
          • Sevi\u0161\u0137i gl\u0101bjo\u0161i ir paciest apspie\u0161anu no cilv\u0113kiem, kuri ir jaun\u0101ki par mums, ir m\u016bsu pak\u013cautie vai ie\u0146em sabiedr\u012bb\u0101 zem\u0101ku st\u0101vokli sal\u012bdzinot ar m\u016bsu soci\u0101lo statusu. \u0160\u0101di aizsk\u0101rumi dod stipru iedarb\u012bbu uz dv\u0113seles l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu.<\/span><\/li>
          • Kad m\u0113s ilgsto\u0161i netiekam pak\u013cauti pazemo\u0161anai un apvainojumiem, ir der\u012bgi nodarboties ar pa\u0161pazemin\u0101\u0161anos cilv\u0113ku priek\u0161\u0101. Tikai taj\u0101 vajag saglab\u0101t m\u0113ra saj\u016btu, pret\u0113j\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 var ieg\u016bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bgu izskatu un manieres, bet l\u0113nprat\u012bgu dv\u0113seles st\u0101vokli pazaud\u0113t.<\/span><\/li>
          • Vienam no gar\u012bgajiem stimuliem, kas rosina l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas ieg\u016b\u0161anu, ir j\u0101b\u016bt izpratnei par to, ka \u0161is tikums ne tikai gl\u0101bj person\u012bgi m\u016bs, bet t\u0101pat labv\u0113l\u012bgi ietekm\u0113 m\u016bsu tuviniekus,<\/span><\/li><\/ul>

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            No teolo\u0123ijas kandid\u0101ta protoireja Vja\u010deslava Tulupova gr\u0101matas<\/span><\/p>

            \u201eDiev\u012bbas iet\u0113rps vai par to, k\u0101 ieg\u016bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu\u201d<\/span><\/p>

            Izdevniec\u012bba \u201eErce\u0146\u0123e\u013ca Mihaila dievnams\u201d, 2001 gads.<\/span><\/p>

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            \u00a0Labpr\u0101t\u012bga pazemin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s \u013cau\u017eu priek\u0161\u0101 L\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas ieg\u016b\u0161anas ce\u013c\u0101 m\u0113s nek\u0101di nedr\u012bkstam apst\u0101ties, jo katra apst\u0101\u0161an\u0101s var izrais\u012bt pagriezienu atpaka\u013c. Sasniegt pan\u0101kumus l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas tikuma ieg\u016b\u0161an\u0101 var tikai past\u0101v\u012bgi virzoties uz priek\u0161u. Ja m\u016bs neapvaino, neapspie\u017e un neapmelo, tad teor\u0113tiska pa\u0161pazemin\u0101\u0161an\u0101s lielus aug\u013cus neatnes\u012bs. Ko gan dar\u012bt, ja m\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 pietr\u016bkst \u0101r\u0113ju iemeslu l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbai? \u00a0 Protams, \u0161aj\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 nedr\u012bkst tuv\u0101kos provoc\u0113t uz sliktu attieksmi pret mums. No m\u016bsu puses t\u0101 b\u016bs vi\u0146u virz\u012b\u0161ana uz gr\u0113ku. Vislab\u0101k, ja pietr\u016bkst \u0101r\u0113ju iemeslu l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbai, iztur\u0113ties t\u0101, it k\u0101 tie b\u016btu. \u00a0 Shiigumens Antonijs, jaun\u012bb\u0101 izv\u0113loties par savu gar\u012bgo t\u0113vu savu vec\u0101ko br\u0101li arhimandr\u012btu Mozu, visu dz\u012bvi iztur\u0113j\u0101s pret vi\u0146u ar lielu cie\u0146u. Pa\u0161am k\u013c\u016bstot par starecu, vi\u0146\u0161 turpin\u0101ja pazemin\u0101ties t\u0113va Mozus priek\u0161\u0101, k\u0101 p\u0113d\u0113jais paklaus\u012bbnieks. Dz\u012bvojot Optinas tuksnes\u012b atp\u016bt\u0101, sirdsskaidrais Antonijs nekad neg\u0101ja bez uzaicin\u0101juma priek\u0161nieka cell\u0113, kuru aiz\u0146\u0113ma vec\u0101kais br\u0101lis. Parasti vi\u0146\u0161 st\u0101v\u0113ja pie\u0146em\u0161anas istab\u0101 tik ilgi, kam\u0113r arhimandr\u012bts Mozus pats neiev\u0113roja un nepasauca vi\u0146u. Ieejot priek\u0161nieka telp\u0101s, sirdsskaidrais, p\u0101rnesot svaru no vienas savas k\u0101jas uz otru, nekad neaps\u0113d\u0101s, bet gaid\u012bja, kad vi\u0146am to pied\u0101v\u0101s. Ien\u0101ku\u0161o un arhimandr\u012bta Mozus kl\u0101tb\u016btn\u0113 vi\u0146\u0161 dzi\u013ci klus\u0113ja un tikai da\u017ereiz pusbals\u012b k\u0101du pasveicin\u0101ja vai cie\u0146as pilns atbild\u0113ja uz vi\u0146am uzdoto jaut\u0101jumu. Visus gar\u012bg\u0101 t\u0113va v\u0101rdus vi\u0146\u0161 uztv\u0113ra bez jebk\u0101d\u0101m iebild\u0113m, k\u0101 Dieva gribu. Optinas tuksne\u0161a br\u0101\u013ciem shiigumena Antonija uzved\u012bba izsauca izbr\u012bnu, bet vienlaic\u012bgi t\u0101 kalpoja par ac\u012bmredzamu piem\u0113ru jaunajiem m\u016bkiem. Sirdsskaidrais starecs Mozus no savas puses iztur\u0113j\u0101s pret br\u0101li ar patiesu cie\u0146u un bie\u017ei konsult\u0113j\u0101s ar vi\u0146u par gar\u012bgiem jaut\u0101jumiem. \u201eVi\u0146\u0161 ir \u012bsts m\u016bks, bet es neesmu m\u016bks\u201d,- par savu br\u0101li teica \u00a0arhimandr\u012bts Mozus, savuk\u0101rt pazeminoties vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101. Ta\u010du, zinot br\u0101\u013ca sirds v\u0113l\u0113\u0161an\u0101s un netrauc\u0113jot vi\u0146am pilnveidoties l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bb\u0101, vi\u0146\u0161 netrauc\u0113ja t\u0113van Antonijam zemoties sav\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 un bie\u017ei iztur\u0113j\u0101s pret vi\u0146u k\u0101 pret paklaus\u012bbnieku. \u00a0 P\u0113c liel\u0101 stareca Mozus n\u0101ves par klostera priek\u0161nieku tika noz\u012bm\u0113ts t\u0113vs Is\u0101kijs, kur\u0161 taj\u0101 laik\u0101 bija jaun\u0101kais Optinas tuksne\u0161a ierom\u016bks. Sirdsskaidrajam Antonijam t\u0101das p\u0101rmai\u0146as klostera dz\u012bv\u0113 deva jaunu iemeslu pa\u0161pazemin\u0101\u0161anai. Neskatoties uz vecuma starp\u012bbu un uz savu sevi\u0161\u0137o st\u0101vokli kloster\u012b, vi\u0146\u0161 s\u0101ka pazemin\u0101ties jaun\u0101 priek\u0161nieka priek\u0161\u0101 k\u0101 parasts paklaus\u012bbnieks un izr\u0101d\u012bt vi\u0146am t\u0101du pa\u0161u cie\u0146u, k\u0101du iepriek\u0161 izr\u0101d\u012bja\u00a0 arhimandr\u012btam Mozum. T\u0113vs Is\u0101kijs, pats vienm\u0113r izturoties pret sirdsskaidro Antoniju k\u0101 pret lielu gara nes\u0113ju v\u012bru, vair\u0101kk\u0101rt\u012bgi cent\u0101s pierun\u0101t vi\u0146u izmain\u012bt savu uzved\u012bbu, ta\u010du bez rezult\u0101ta. Da\u017ereiz, dievbij\u012bgu j\u016btu vad\u012bts, t\u0113vs Is\u0101kijs klan\u012bj\u0101s sirdsskaidrajam l\u012bdz zemei un tad sterecs, neskatoties uz asi\u0146ojo\u0161aj\u0101m k\u0101ju br\u016bc\u0113m, ar\u012b paklan\u012bj\u0101s l\u012bdz zemei. Lai atbr\u012bvotu starecu no fizisk\u0101m cie\u0161an\u0101m, priek\u0161nieks p\u0101rtrauca izr\u0101d\u012bt vi\u0146am godu \u0161\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101. \u00a0 \u00a0 K\u0101du reizi t\u0113vs Is\u0101kijs pirms sv\u0113tku mielasta lika nolikt kr\u0113slu shiigumenam Antonijam blakus sav\u0113jai, priek\u0161snieka, vietai. To ieraugot, sirdsskaidrais, kaut ar\u012b bija \u013coti noguris p\u0113c ilgsto\u0161\u0101 dievkalpojuma, pierun\u0101ja t\u0113vu Is\u0101kiju at\u013caut vi\u0146am malt\u012btes laik\u0101 palas\u012bt no katedras pam\u0101c\u012bbu no gr\u0101matas, k\u0101 tas bija pie\u0146emts kloster\u012b. T\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 izvair\u012bj\u0101s no goda s\u0113d\u0113t blakus priek\u0161niekam, kaut ar\u012b visu malt\u012btes laiku vi\u0146am n\u0101c\u0101s nost\u0101v\u0113t uz sav\u0101m slimaj\u0101m k\u0101j\u0101m. \u00a0\u201eM\u0113s nedr\u012bkstam dom\u0101t, – rakst\u012bja sv\u0113t\u012bt\u0101js J\u0101nis Zeltamute,- ka zaud\u0113jam savu v\u0113rt\u012bbu, ja pazemin\u0101m sevi. Jo tie\u0161i tad, p\u0113c taisn\u012bbas, m\u0113s esam augst\u0101k; tie\u0161i tad esam cien\u012bgi sa\u0146emt godu\u201d. Cilv\u0113ki, kuri ir pak\u013cauti pasaul\u012bg\u0101m kaisl\u012bb\u0101m, m\u012bl pa\u0161apliecin\u0101ties citu priek\u0161\u0101. Mums, kristie\u0161iem, j\u0101nodarbojas ar sevis pazemin\u0101\u0161anu tuv\u0101ko priek\u0161\u0101. Tie\u0161i taj\u0101 ir patiesa sevis pazemin\u0101\u0161ana Dieva priek\u0161\u0101. Jebk\u0101da sacen\u0161an\u0101s par kaut ko ar citiem cilv\u0113kiem neizb\u0113gami noved pie gar\u012bg\u0101 miera zaud\u0113\u0161anas un augstpr\u0101t\u012bbas ra\u0161an\u0101s m\u016bsu sird\u012b- pan\u0101kumu gad\u012bjum\u0101 vai skumju- zaud\u0113juma gad\u012bjum\u0101. Viss, kas m\u016bs dara augst\u0101kus par citiem cilv\u0113kiem, nekalpo m\u016bsu gar\u012bgajai labkl\u0101j\u012bbai.\u00a0 Sv\u0113tie cent\u0101s samazin\u0101t pat t\u0101s priek\u0161roc\u012bbas, kas vi\u0146iem pieder\u0113ja p\u0113c taisn\u012bbas. Kad sv\u0113t\u012bt\u0101jam Egejas Nekt\u0101rijam n\u0101c\u0101s kalpot ar citu b\u012bskapu, vi\u0146\u0161 nekad neie\u0146\u0113ma pie alt\u0101ra pirmo vietu, pat tad, ja t\u0101 pien\u0101c\u0101s vi\u0146am p\u0113c vec\u0101k\u0101 ties\u012bb\u0101m. Sv\u0113t\u012bt\u0101js Nekt\u0101rijs t\u0101d\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 ap\u0123\u0113rba mazo omoforu, bet mitras viet\u0101 uzvilka parastu m\u016bka galvas segu. \u00a0 \u00a0 Aiz m\u012blest\u012bbas pret cilv\u0113kiem sv\u0113tie da\u017ereiz dar\u012bja br\u012bnumus, kaut ar\u012b apzin\u0101j\u0101s, ka tuv\u0101kie vi\u0146us slav\u0113s. Ta\u010du sirdsskaidro sird\u012bs v\u0113l\u0113\u0161an\u0101s pal\u012bdz\u0113t ciet\u0113jiem uzvar\u0113ja centienus palikt nezin\u0101miem! Taisn\u012bba, katru reizi p\u0113c br\u012bnumu veik\u0161anas sv\u0113tajiem n\u0101kas sevi pazemin\u0101t, lai izb\u0113gtu no augstpr\u0101t\u012bbas. \u00a0 T\u0101, k\u0101dreiz p\u0113c Dievi\u0161\u0137\u012bg\u0101s Litur\u0123ijas starecs Evbejas J\u0113kabs sarun\u0101j\u0101s ar tautu \u0113damtelp\u0101. Kad vi\u0146\u0161 beidza un tais\u012bj\u0101s iet prom, negaid\u012bti vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 nokrita meitene un s\u0101ka sisties un kliegt d\u0113monu uzbrukuma iespaid\u0101. Starecs sv\u0113t\u012bja aps\u0113sto, pal\u016bdz\u0101s un vi\u0146a nomierin\u0101j\u0101s. Visi kl\u0101teso\u0161ie pabr\u012bn\u012bj\u0101s par vi\u0146a l\u016bg\u0161anas sp\u0113ku. Vakar\u0101 p\u0113c dievkalpojuma \u00a0starecs J\u0113kabs nol\u0113ma izkl\u012bdin\u0101t domas par savu sv\u0113tumu r\u012bta notikuma lieciniekiem. Vi\u0146\u0161 pa\u017e\u0113loj\u0101s vi\u0146iem par to, ka neviens no vi\u0146iem gr\u016bta br\u012bd\u012b nen\u0101ca vi\u0146am pal\u012bg\u0101, atst\u0101jot vienu tikt gal\u0101 ar d\u0113monu aps\u0113sto. Taisnais noniecin\u0101ja sevi vi\u0146u priek\u0161\u0101, par\u0101dot sevi k\u0101 v\u0101ju cilv\u0113ku! \u00a0 \u00a0 Sv\u0113tie cent\u0101s nosl\u0113pt savus gar\u012bgos varo\u0146darbus. Kad tas neizdev\u0101s, vi\u0146i r\u012bkoj\u0101s t\u0101, lai samazin\u0101tu savu piel\u016bdz\u0113ju cie\u0146u pret vi\u0146iem. \u00a0 Par gai\u0161redz\u012bbu, br\u012bnumiem un ask\u0113tismu sirdsskaidrais Karagandas Sebastjans bija iemantojis neparastu savu daudzskaitl\u012bgo gar\u012bgo b\u0113rnu cie\u0146u. Vi\u0146a draudzes kopien\u0101 pirmaj\u0101 Liel\u0101 gav\u0113\u0146a dien\u0101 \u0113dienu parasti nevienam nedeva. Tikai vakar\u0101, p\u0113c Liel\u0101 kanona, tika at\u013cauts ap\u0113st gabali\u0146u prosforas. K\u0101du reizi t\u0113vs lika divpadsmitos dien\u0101 uzv\u0101r\u012bt kartupe\u013cus, bet trijos, kad tie atdzisa, ap\u0113da pusi kartupe\u013ca. Pazeminot pats sevi, vi\u0146\u0161 teica: – L\u016bk, mani t\u0113vi, l\u012bdzkalpot\u0101ji gav\u0113, bet es- n\u0113. Es ta\u010du esmu slims, es l\u016bk gav\u0113ni p\u0101rk\u0101pu. \u00a0 L\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba apskaidro gr\u0113cinieku \u00a0 \u00a0 L\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bgajam ir t\u0101da bag\u0101t\u012bba, kas gar\u012bgi bag\u0101tina ne tikai pa\u0161u \u012bpa\u0161nieku, bet ar\u012b vi\u0146am apk\u0101rt eso\u0161os.Tas notiek t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, ka l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba var tikt nodota no vienas cilv\u0113ka dv\u0113seles otrai. G\u013cinskas tuksnes\u012b k\u0101du vakaru satik\u0101s divi m\u016bki. Sarunas laik\u0101 runa pak\u0101peniski p\u0101rg\u0101ja par G\u013cinskas ieroshim\u016bku Makariju un viens no m\u016bkiem teica: Vai vi\u0146\u0161 nocietin\u0101j\u0101s ask\u0113tism\u0101? Vientul\u012bb\u0101 ir labi gl\u0101bties, neredzot k\u0101rdin\u0101jumus. L\u016bk, ja vi\u0146\u0161 dz\u012bvotu t\u0101, k\u0101 m\u0113s, redzot k\u0101rdin\u0101jumus, bet it k\u0101 tos neredzot, tas b\u016btu liels varo\u0146darbs! P\u0113c sarunas m\u016bks dev\u0101s uz savu celli. Ce\u013c\u0161 veda gar\u0101m t\u0113va Mak\u0101rija cellei. Kad vi\u0146\u0161 aizg\u0101ja l\u012bdz tai, p\u0113k\u0161\u0146i durvis atv\u0113r\u0101s un vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s vientu\u013cnieks, kur\u0161 kautr\u012bgi teica: Piedod man, br\u0101li, piedod gr\u0113ciniekam un v\u0101jajam, kur\u0161 nesp\u0113j dz\u012bvot t\u0101, k\u0101 dz\u012bvojat j\u016bs, bet no pasaules k\u0101rdin\u0101jumiem pasl\u0113pjoties cell\u0113. Piedod man, Dieva d\u0113\u013c. Citu darbu tiesnesis, p\u0101rsteigts par stareca l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu un gai\u0161redz\u012bbu, krita vi\u0146am pie k\u0101j\u0101m un ar aizkustin\u0101jumu l\u016bdza vi\u0146am piedo\u0161anu. Ja m\u0113s v\u0113lamies k\u0101du piev\u0113rst kristiet\u012bbai vai nov\u0113rst no gr\u0113c\u012bgas dz\u012bves, taj\u0101 mums visvair\u0101k pal\u012bdz\u0113s l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba, nevis gudras runas un pier\u0101d\u012bjumi. Protams, t\u0101s ar\u012b ir nepiecie\u0161amas, bet j\u0101sak tie\u0161i ar l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu. Jebkura gr\u0113ka iemesls ir lepn\u012bba. T\u0101d\u0113\u013c katrs gr\u0113cinieks, kur\u0161 neno\u017e\u0113lo gr\u0113kus, ir liel\u0101k\u0101 vai maz\u0101k\u0101 m\u0113r\u0101 aps\u0113sts ar \u0161o kaisl\u012bbu. Tie\u0161i t\u0101 trauc\u0113 vi\u0146am no\u017e\u0113lot gr\u0113kus Dieva priek\u0161\u0101. Uz lepno neatst\u0101s iespaidu ne m\u016bsu zin\u0101\u0161anas, ne pr\u0101ts: vi\u0146\u0161 uzskata, ka pa\u0161am t\u0101s ir liel\u0101k\u0101 m\u0113r\u0101 nek\u0101 citiem cilv\u0113kiem. Uz vi\u0146u var\u0113s iedraboties tikai l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba, kas vi\u0146am nav nemaz.` K\u0101du reizi uz S\u0101rovu aiz zi\u0146\u0137\u0101r\u012bbas atbrauca k\u0101ds \u0123ener\u0101lleitnants. Ap\u0123\u0113rbies lielisk\u0101 mundier\u012b, vi\u0146\u0161 lepoj\u0101s ar saviem orde\u0146iem. Apskatot klostera celtnes, \u0123ener\u0101lis jau grib\u0113ja atvad\u012bties no klostera, bet satika mui\u017eas \u012bpa\u0161nieku Alekseju Prokudinu un aprun\u0101j\u0101s ar vi\u0146u. Sarunu biedrs pied\u0101v\u0101ja \u0123ener\u0101lim, pirms pamest Sarovu, apciemot lielo starecu Serafimu. \u0122ener\u0101lis atteic\u0101s, bet p\u0113c tam padev\u0101s Proskudina uzst\u0101j\u012bgajai pierun\u0101\u0161anai. K\u0101 tikai ciemi\u0146i ieg\u0101ja cell\u0113, starecs Serafims piec\u0113l\u0101s un paklan\u012bj\u0101s \u0123ener\u0101lim l\u012bdz zemei. T\u0101da paz\u012bstam\u0101 ask\u0113ta l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba p\u0101rsteidza \u0123ener\u0101li. Prokudins, iev\u0113rojot, ka vi\u0146am neb\u016btu turpm\u0101k j\u0101paliek cell\u0113, izg\u0101ja un \u0123ener\u0101lis palika ar sirdsskaidro vienatn\u0113. P\u0113c da\u017e\u0101m min\u016bt\u0113m no stareca celles atskan\u0113ja raud\u0101\u0161ana. \u0122ener\u0101lis raud\u0101ja k\u0101 mazs b\u0113rns. P\u0113c pusstundas durvis atv\u0113r\u0101s un sirdsskaidrais Serafims zem rokas izveda \u0123ener\u0101li, kur\u0161 turpin\u0101ja raud\u0101t, aizkl\u0101jot seju ar rok\u0101m. Orde\u0146i un cepure bija atst\u0101ti sirdsskaidr\u0101 cell\u0113. Klostera nost\u0101sti v\u0113sta, ka it k\u0101 orde\u0146i pa\u0161i vi\u0146am nokritu\u0161i sarunas laik\u0101 ar starecu. Sirdsskaidrais Serafims, atnesot karavado\u0146a mantas no celles, orde\u0146us piestiprin\u0101ja pie cepures. V\u0113l\u0101k \u0123ener\u0101lleitnants teica, ka vi\u0146\u0161 ir p\u0101rg\u0101jis visu Eiropu, paz\u012bst lielu daudzumu da\u017e\u0101da veida cilv\u0113kus, bet pirmo reizi ir redz\u0113jis t\u0101du l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu, ar k\u0101du vi\u0146u sagaid\u012bja Sarovas starecs. T\u0101pat \u0123ener\u0101li p\u0101rsteidza gai\u0161redz\u012bba, ar kuru sirdsskaidrais Serafims atkl\u0101ja vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 visu vi\u0146a dz\u012bvi, neizmetot pa\u0161as slept\u0101k\u0101s darb\u012bbas. Br\u012bd\u012b, kad orde\u0146i nokrita no vi\u0146a kr\u016bt\u012bm, sirdsskaidrais Serafims teica: – Tas ir t\u0101d\u0113\u013c, ka sa\u0146\u0113mi tos nepamatoti. Labais las\u012bt\u0101j, piev\u0113rs uzman\u012bbu: pat lielais starecs sirdsskaidrais Sarovas Serafims s\u0101ka pal\u012bdz\u0113t cilv\u0113kam vi\u0146a gl\u0101b\u0161anas liet\u0101 ar l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bgu paklan\u012b\u0161anos vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101. Sv\u0113tais zin\u0101ja, ka \u0123ener\u0101li neiespaidos ne br\u012bnumi, ne gai\u0161redz\u012bba, ja iepriek\u0161 nesavald\u012bs vi\u0146a lepn\u012bbu. Tikai p\u0113c tam, kad sirdsskaidrais ar l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu uzvar\u0113ja \u0123ener\u0101\u013ca lepn\u012bbu, vi\u0146\u0161 iedarboj\u0101s uz vi\u0146a dv\u0113seli ar savu sv\u0113t\u012bgo sp\u0113ku. Ja t\u0101 dar\u012bja lielais sv\u0113tais, tad v\u0113l vair\u0101k analo\u0123iski ir j\u0101r\u012bkojas mums, kam nav pretdabisku d\u0101vanu. Situ\u0101cijas, kur\u0101s var izmantot l\u0113nprat\u012bbu, lai piev\u0113rstu apk\u0101rt mums eso\u0161os \u013caudis Kristum, m\u016bsu dz\u012bv\u0113 ir sastopamas pietiekami.\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0 Ieroshim\u016bkam Viricas Serafimam bija divas gar\u012bg\u0101s meitas: staricas Pulh\u0113rija un Aleksandra. Vi\u0146as saist\u012bja stipra draudz\u012bba un vi\u0146as dz\u012bvoja vien\u0101 m\u0101j\u0101. K\u0101du reizi viena no vi\u0146\u0101m ieg\u0101ja veikal\u0101 un nost\u0101j\u0101s rind\u0101 p\u0113c produktiem. Viricas iedz\u012bvot\u0101ji, zinot par vecen\u012btes slikto vesel\u012bbas st\u0101vokli, pal\u016bdza p\u0101rdev\u0113jai vi\u0146u apkalpot bez rindas. Starica iedeva naudu par tr\u012bssimt gramiem cukura, kuru vi\u0146ai uzreiz nosv\u0113ra un iedeva. Taj\u0101 laik\u0101\u00a0 pirms vi\u0146as st\u0101vo\u0161ais piedz\u0113ru\u0161ais v\u012brietis, redzami apvainojies par to, ka vi\u0146am lika gaid\u012bt, pieg\u0101ja pie vecen\u012btes un iesp\u013c\u0101va vi\u0146ai sej\u0101. Visi pirc\u0113ji ar sa\u0161utumu s\u0101ka r\u0101t hulig\u0101nu, bet starica, noslauc\u012bja sp\u013c\u0101vienu un mier\u012bgi teica: Paldies tev, zelt\u012btais. Tu vien\u012bgais pareizi mani nov\u0113rt\u0113ji, es uz tevi neapvainojos un ar\u012b j\u016bs vi\u0146u ner\u0101jat. Piedz\u0113ru\u0161ais no t\u0101diem v\u0101rdiem apjuka un nor\u0101ts izg\u0101ja no veikala. Starica, atn\u0101kot m\u0101j\u0101s, par notikuso past\u0101st\u012bja savai draudzenei un st\u0101sta beig\u0101s izdvesa: -Cilv\u0113ks iet boj\u0101, vajag gl\u0101bt! Pulh\u0113rija un Aleksandra, uzs\u0101kot gav\u0113ni, s\u0101ka l\u016bgties par dz\u0113r\u0101ju. Bet pa\u0161as bija tik v\u0101jas, ka nav saprotams, k\u0101 vi\u0146as tur\u0113j\u0101s uz k\u0101j\u0101m. P\u0113c da\u017e\u0101m dien\u0101m dz\u0113r\u0101ja sieva uzzin\u0101ja par vi\u0146a rieb\u012bgo r\u012bc\u012bbu un piedraud\u0113ja vi\u0146am: L\u012bdz tam laikam, kam\u0113r tu neatvainosies vecen\u012btei, es tevi negribu redz\u0113t, vari m\u0101j\u0101s nen\u0101kt! \u00a0V\u012brs patrakoja, bet, redzot sievas stingr\u012bbu, g\u0101ja pie sirmgalv\u0113m. T\u0101s vi\u0146u uz\u0146\u0113ma laipni, parun\u0101j\u0101s ar vi\u0146u un, uzaicin\u0101ju\u0161as atn\u0101kt v\u0113l, s\u0101ka l\u016bgties v\u0113l c\u012bt\u012bg\u0101k. Sav\u0101s l\u016bg\u0161an\u0101s vi\u0146as l\u016bdza Viricas m\u016b\u017e\u012bb\u0101 aizg\u0101ju\u0161ajam starecam \u00a0Serafimam izgl\u0101bt dz\u0113r\u0101ju. Br\u012bnumain\u0101 pal\u012bdz\u012bba no aug\u0161as atnaca \u013coti \u0101tri. V\u012brietis beidza dzert, s\u0101ka pal\u012bdz\u0113t staric\u0101m saimniec\u012bb\u0101 un iet bazn\u012bc\u0101. \u00a0 \u0160is gad\u012bjums v\u0113lreiz apstiprina paties\u012bbu, ka uzs\u0101kot k\u0101da gr\u0113cinieka labo\u0161anu, mums vispirms ir nepiecie\u0161ams vi\u0146am izr\u0101d\u012bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu un tikai p\u0113c tam iedarboties uz vi\u0146u ar v\u0101rdu, m\u012blest\u012bbu un l\u016bg\u0161anu, kas vi\u0146am pal\u012bdz\u0113s uzs\u0101kt iet pa gl\u0101b\u0161an\u0101s ce\u013cu. \u0160o gar\u012bgo likumsakar\u012bbu mums j\u0101\u0146em v\u0113r\u0101 vienm\u0113r, kad mums n\u0101kas kontakt\u0113ties ar maztic\u012bgiem kristie\u0161iem vai \u013caud\u012bm, kuri atrodas \u0101rpus Kristus Bazn\u012bcas.\u00a0 \u00a0 Pirms p\u0101riet pie n\u0101kam\u0101s noda\u013cas, izdar\u012bsim secin\u0101jumus no pateikt\u0101. \u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 –\u00a0\u00a0 Kad m\u016bs apvaino un apspie\u017e, tiek p\u0101rbaud\u012bta m\u016bsu l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bba praks\u0113. Mums ir \u013coti svar\u012bgi iem\u0101c\u012bties panest \u0101r\u0113jus aizsk\u0101rumus. Tie\u0161i tie m\u016bsos stiprina sirdsgudr\u012bbu. Daudzi taisnie, lai pilnveidotos l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bb\u0101, cent\u0101s lai vi\u0146u tuvum\u0101 b\u016btu cilv\u0113ks, kur\u0161 past\u0101v\u012bgi vi\u0146us apvainotu. Ne visiem mums ir pa sp\u0113kam sekot taj\u0101 sv\u0113tajiem, bet vismaz neizvair\u012bsimies no tiem aizsk\u0101rumiem, kas notiek ar mums ne m\u016bsu vainas d\u0113\u013c. Mums j\u0101m\u012bl visi, kuri m\u016bs apvaino un apspie\u017e. Vi\u0146i ir m\u016bsu gar\u012bgie \u0101rsti, jo \u0101rst\u0113 m\u016bsu dv\u0113seles no \u013coti b\u012bstamas slim\u012bbas- lepnuma. Sevi\u0161\u0137i gl\u0101bjo\u0161i ir paciest apspie\u0161anu no cilv\u0113kiem, kuri ir jaun\u0101ki par mums, ir m\u016bsu pak\u013cautie vai ie\u0146em sabiedr\u012bb\u0101 zem\u0101ku st\u0101vokli sal\u012bdzinot ar m\u016bsu soci\u0101lo statusu. \u0160\u0101di aizsk\u0101rumi dod stipru iedarb\u012bbu uz dv\u0113seles l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu. Kad m\u0113s ilgsto\u0161i netiekam pak\u013cauti pazemo\u0161anai un apvainojumiem, ir der\u012bgi nodarboties ar pa\u0161pazemin\u0101\u0161anos cilv\u0113ku priek\u0161\u0101. Tikai taj\u0101 vajag saglab\u0101t m\u0113ra saj\u016btu, pret\u0113j\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101 var ieg\u016bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bgu izskatu un manieres, bet l\u0113nprat\u012bgu dv\u0113seles st\u0101vokli pazaud\u0113t. Vienam no gar\u012bgajiem stimuliem, kas rosina l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbas ieg\u016b\u0161anu, ir j\u0101b\u016bt izpratnei par to, ka \u0161is tikums ne tikai gl\u0101bj person\u012bgi m\u016bs, bet t\u0101pat labv\u0113l\u012bgi ietekm\u0113 m\u016bsu tuviniekus, \u00a0 \u00a0 No teolo\u0123ijas kandid\u0101ta protoireja Vja\u010deslava Tulupova gr\u0101matas \u201eDiev\u012bbas iet\u0113rps vai par to, k\u0101 ieg\u016bt l\u0113npr\u0101t\u012bbu\u201d Izdevniec\u012bba \u201eErce\u0146\u0123e\u013ca Mihaila dievnams\u201d, 2001 gads. https:\/\/azbyka.ru\/odeyanie-bozhestva-o-tom-kak-priobresti-smirenie<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[381],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3146","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nikoljskij-vestnik-izbrannoe-lv"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3146\/"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post\/"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/6\/"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments\/?post=3146"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3146\/revisions\/"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3151,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3146\/revisions\/3151\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/?parent=3146"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories\/?post=3146"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.morskoj-sobor.lv\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags\/?post=3146"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}